littlejunying

2010-07-04T04:54:00.000-07:00

okay i'm back.

today i had the most frank conversation i've had in ... six months.
doesn't really show much of my jc life -____-"

i feel so fake to everybody...
i feel like blasting at everyone seriously.
but i just shut myself up.
i dun even talk about it to anyone la -___-"

and surprisingly i talked about it to someone i never expected.

which was good.
and bad.

but i needed to talk about it la...
so i GUESS its good.

it was actually really like what i would have told jiehui last year, or even jolene, yale, esther, or jinzaw.

but all of them have their own life la.
and they have to adapt to their circumstance just as i have to as well.
and they won't understand my situation... (even if they try to)

and unbelievably, i actually gave all my thoughts to this person
and i'm not even that close.

gosh. i can't believe i haven't had a frank "junying-HTH-talk" for half a year.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
everything is just "screwed up"
-cedar friends
-aj friends
-aj class
-jc curriculum
-interact club
-christian life
-love life
-family

if both of us were on our way to jurong east instead of me alighting at toa payoh,
i honestly think i would have poured out my entire troubles by then la -____-

but in 15 min, just having a listening ear was good(:

gosh. if this person is reading it, thank you so much, you really blessed my life today.

and on a happier/weirder note, sis meiping put me in charge of CH next week. LOL.
LIKE. okayyyyy. and i gave josiah my number (cos we're working together), but i forgot to ask for his -___-"

oh yea.
and now my bio tutor is tutoring my neighbour.
i was so freaked out when i saw him walking down my corridor....
cos i had just been thinking how he was now, since i was sorting out my rubbish and i saw a paper filled with his handwriting.
and the next thing i know, he was walking down the corridor -___-"

todays "class gathering" (or rather only 10 people turned up -___-")
was quite fun la.
kudos to melvin(:
vball is NOT BAD LA.....
(except for 2 blueblack on my right arm now-____-")

tmr is OG gathering (; yays!

2010-05-24T04:56:00.000-07:00

Sometimes when I'm feeling down,
Making the skies feel so grey,
I sit here waiting for You to come.
Love and joy fill my heart.
Easy, You make it to smile.
You are the sunshine of my life,
For you turn darkness into light,
Allowing me to be myself.
Come before You, head held high.
Easy, You make it to smile.

2010-05-22T05:38:00.000-07:00

Sometimes i wonder what lies ahead
How long til my hunger is fed
They say it's hard to make it in this part of town
so many people on this merry-go-round

Some folks try astrology
Some turn to crystal balls
To find an answer
To get through it all
I just fall on my knees and i try to pray
in the silence i can hear Him say

The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign
Everything in its time

I often feel like that i'm two steps behind
Somebody must have moved that finish line
There are a thousand reasons
why i should give up
But i'm stubborn in the things i believe

The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to the patience and watch for the sign

'cause maybe there's another plan
One i still cant see
A little surprise, like your love in your life
Funny how time changes how we see

The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to the patience and watch for the sign
Everything in its time
Everything in its time

listening to this song, really pushed me to blog something...
i really really wanna thank God for putting me in AJ.
while my plan for myself to RJ seemed so smooth, so fun and interesting,
i realise how shortsighted i was.
would i really have been happy with a smooth life?
would i really want to have the branding of RAFFLES on me?
would i really think that i was better than the rest??

a good lesson on humility,
a new perception of friendship.
a trial of hope,
a step of faith.
an embracing of sadness,
an introduction to patience.

funny how time changes the way we see.
so true.

now, as i face yet another trial,
time to embrace the truth, to embrace my life and story,
who i am, what i wanna do, where i wanna go,
really to let go and let God,
for He is faithful to those faithful.
time to let his truth in me.

i know you will never know what i feel for you,
all i wanna do is look at you from afar.

but God has a plan for me,
while i wanna stay by your side,
i know i have to go on,
till He brings me to a place meant for me.

if it's next to you, i thank God.
if it's not next to you, i still thank God.

junying.

2010-04-06T03:18:00.003-07:00

ooh. hello

long overdue resolutions for the year 2010:

GOALS FOR 2010:
- be part of the solution, not the problem
- TOLERATE everything. don't be impatient.
- to be in the world, but not of it; to be the best i can be for the world.
- put others first for EVERYTHING.

outcomes:
less selfish, more appreciative, more patient.

yup. the end.
very lazy to write more (:

junying(:

2010-03-15T18:02:00.000-07:00

omg how can a person screw up this much in one night..????

this morning i was so tired, but when my mum told me that the freaking dustbin melted,

i literally jumped off the bed.

checked my phone and realised i had 6 missed calls from the management office.

i have a box of food in front of me and yknow i never skip meals, but i reallly really have no appetite.

forced myself to eat half, and now the other half is staring at me.

omg omg omg omg.

HOW HOW HOW.....

I HAVE CREATED A CONVERSATION STARTER FOR THE AUNTIES IN MY CONDO TO TALK ABOUT.

I HAVE BECOME FAMOUS OVERNIGHT.

WHAT THE BEEP!!!!):

and to think i used to laugh at all those people who created topics.

i've got my just desserts.

die la.

for sure it'll cost a bomb de.

and i've got elearning to do, and i just can't concentrate.

FML.

2010-03-07T01:54:00.001-08:00

i hate pw.

i hate it!

and i'm only doing the mini version of it somemore

imagine what will happen when it's the actual thing......

i think i'll just pull my hair out):

i have 4 word pages out, 5 windows explorer, and a microsoft ppt out.

oh man.

i miss the hols when i only had: youtube, fb, and msn out.

and ytd, i was out for 15 hours.

*faints*

by 2030 i was alr feeling very giddy

by 2230 i felt like puking.

and the worst part is: i couldn't sleep

i was freakin tired and i couldn sleep

what an irony

friday night too.

tonight i pray i can sleep well man.

and how on earth did i become phy challenge gl??

wennbin is so smart la pls! he totally should have been gl!

make me feel noob la that stupid xinyang.

kite flying ytd was lame.

but the seniors were nice!(:

i can't believe kee wen the sicko can draw. LOL.

oh yea and kee wen is so sweet to his gf! (tho he's not sweet to the rest of the girls-__-)

he sewed a denim wallet for himself and his gf leh!

handmade leh!

so sweet right...????

oh oh oh and i heard of another very sweet guy who made perfume for the girl he likes!!

so SWEEETTT!! gosh. and the girl rejected him.

and he was even sweeter cos he cried cos of that. lol.

haiya, i must be very repulsive for no guy to do that for me la.):

HAHAHAH.

and i think maths lecture on friday was funny.

the whole lecture.

1. when mr lee intro-ed himself, my class cheered for him. cos he's our tutor ma(:

2. when mr lee was explaining how each domain must have a unique image, he used the analogy of x being the gentlemen and y being the ladies. so he said 1 x cannot equal to 2 y. this is a playboy. and my class started chanting "don don don" cos as you know, don is the ultimate playboy. (everywhere he goes there are girls around him)

3. there was the hongkong feet smell. and tingjun and i were like laughing at that. i was getting quite irritated. dunno whose disgusting feet. we suspect it's a j2's. LOL.

anyway i'm very very very tired.

physically, mentally and emotionally.

i've been on roller coaster ride!):

hai. back to pw and phy challenge-___-

2010-02-28T00:26:00.000-08:00

talking to Jiehui today made me feel ALOT better.

to know that someone is in the same plight as me,

made me feel waaayyy more comforted.

I MISS JIEHUI, YALE, JOLENE, JINZAW, LICHING, ZAHRAH, PHUONG, ESTHER LEE, ESTHER TAN, LIVIA, LAVANEIYA, CELESTE, ATHIRAH, LANXIN, SYAHIRAH, JOANNE, GAYA, QIANHUA, && 4H && CEDARBAND && SAXOPHONE SECTION && 4H TEACHERS && CEDAR ENVIRONMENT!!

imissbeingabletosharestuffmaturelywithpeoplewhounderstandyousittinginacirclesmilingandencouragingyouon!

today was super paiseh with bro jer too):

and i also screwed up the offering bag procedures):

iguessmyheartwasnotoneofservice):

andmostofallimissyoubutwhyshouldyoucareanyway?

2010-02-26T21:16:00.000-08:00

i feel super heartbroken, to tell you the truth.

cos of various things.

finally woken up and realised unicorns do not exist but in fairy tales.

naivety has given way to maturity.

it hurts ttm!):

idunnowhaticansaytomakeyoustay,butihopeyou'llbehappiertoleave.

and it hurts even more to know people are sitting by watching the days go by.

ifeellikeyellingatyou,butirealisednothingwillchange.

i think i've finally woken up from my slumber.

how can people be so selfish!

ARGH. realised that you're not who i think you are.

realised i'm not who you think i am.

i'm very glad i've woken up..

DEXTER KOR KOR I WILL MISS YOU TTM!!!): ):

argh. this sucks.

the nicest guy on earth is leaving.

argh.

2010-02-25T23:58:00.000-08:00

and in that one second, my heart shattered to millions of pieces of glass, flying in every direction, never to return.

ok to be fair to the rest of the world,

i knew i was chasing after a closed door right from the start.

i even asked the door if it was closed even before i started.

yet i still chased after it.

time and again, the open door kept reminding me of it's presence.

various wake up calls, which i promised i would follow, in the end i didn't.

last sunday's sermon really hit the nail on the head.

yet over this week i turned away from the nail and even, even pretending it wasn't there.

i think i'm starting to walk away from the closed door already.

i pray that i can walk away from this closed door before the one that is currently open closes before me.

i pray that i will not deviate from the path of Jesus,

and fall right into the trap of the devil.

it's here. i know it. and i'm already that close to toppling off the edge.

and the devil is playing with my heart.

each time i set a target to walk away from the trap,

the devil entices me to stay.

and stupidly enough, i did.

i really have to remember to be in the world and not of it,

to hear the words of God and not man.

but its tough.

the sermon on sunday was tough.

yet i can't believe i ignored the tugging at my heart.

the words of man are easy to listen to, easy to follow,

but will in the end pull me down.

it's so easy to say i will follow Jesus,

but hard to dedicate.

to sacrifice.

to forget.

to know that something you want is there, but is against God's will for my life.

and i even started to compromise,

even thinking perhaps the closed door will open for me.

perhaps even that the closed door will become an open door.

but i realised today, that it will not become an open door.

the closed door is bolted shut,

it has wooden planks blocking the entrance,

it has many locks on it.

it is impossible to open.

even while impossible is nothing,

today, today i found something that is.

i cannot, shouldn't and wouldn't forget what Jesus did for me,

sacrificing himself on the cross.

and yet, knowing his agony, i had crucified him once again.

knowing Jesus' sacrifice, i know i should be willing to sacrifice my heart's desires to Him, since it's so small compared to His sacrifice.

and today,

i choose to be Holy,

set apart for you my master,

ready to do your will.

and through it all,

through the pain, the tears,

i will pull through it,

with the strength of Jesus.

I WILL FORGET.

2010-02-19T21:10:00.000-08:00

1. i'm getting an itchy throat

2. i have a huge pimple on my nose.

3. my gum hurts, cos my back molars are coming out.

OH MANNN. crap.

and ytd when learning how to dance GEE,

my bro said that my legs were too big to dance.

oh mann.

what a thing to say to your sister right? ):

on a happier note, MY DAD'S BACK FROM TOKYO!!~~

but he's still sick leh):

and my mum's still sick.

and so is my brother.

and i'm gna join their league of sick family-_____-

okays.

i think my PDG is so far not bad

so yea.

thank god for that.

and sacrifice sacrifice sacrifice!

junying.

2010-02-14T21:18:00.000-08:00

oh i'm in a much better mood after facebook(:

very funny, i haven't blogged about haolian in a while(:

HAHAHAHA

okays so i met this really really nice SJI guy thru sandra,

so i asked him oh do you know _____?

and he said ya, but i dun like him.

and i burst into laughter and said ya i hate him too! i even call him haolian.

so ya

just thinking about this makes me happy.

HAHAHAHA

and no mr khoo, i do not like him, i have better things to do.

OH OH(:

i love 4H!(:

-random- (:

junying.

2010-02-14T20:44:00.000-08:00

omg i'm breaking out in cold sweat thanks to a monthly event in my life):

and i feel like puking as well):

AND i'm using a heat pack in singapore's weather--__--

and this yr's cny, is super. sianz.

my brother is only p6 and he has a pile of homework to do,

so that's why we're not visiting.

coupled with the fact that my dad left for tokyo last night.

i have/going to visit only 3 houses this time.

normally we visit about 6. SIANZZ.

so i'm at home,

with a heat pack at my abdomen,

wiping of cold sweat,

typing this stupid paragraph.

it's worth it to be a guy and do national service just to skip this monthly agony.

seriously)":

and wth my msn doesn't work.!!!!!!!

wth wth wth.

i'm definitely having dms.)':

ok i shall go onto youtube and try to entertain myself.

later still need to study with jinzaw(:

sian, junying.

2010-02-11T01:23:00.000-08:00

today was interesting.

why interesting?

out of 4 lectures, we got scolded 3 times.

WHAT THE BEEP.

and it's all not because of me.

WHAT THE BEEP.

so i just sat thru it, listening to the lecturers telling us off.

tskkkk.

the first physics lecture sucked.

seriously.

that stupid bunch of guys behind me,

if the teacher hadn't scolded them, I WOULD.

keep complaining about the teachers being slow, the examples being chicken feet etc,

talk soooo much, until when they really hit a question they dunno,

they couldn't do it, AND THEN started complaining that the lecturer was fast.

WHAT THE BEEP.

AND THEN. they complained that the lecturer's handwriting is too small,

so guess what those idiots did.

they shouted out: CAN WRITE BIGGER ANOT?

I MEAN WTH. SINCE WHEN DO YOU YELL THAT IN AN LT??!!!!!

so freakin rude la.

so obviously we'll kena scolding.

ARGH.

yea.

and madeline ah,

thanks to you, I'M so dead.

i actually wanted to write: i'm so dead thanks to you, so before i die, i'm gna kill you, so yea prepare for your funeral.

but i decided that was just WAYY insensitive.

so i settled for thanking. wheee. NOT.

oh hoho.

i got K-SONGS FROM BRINA TODAY!!

HAPPY HAPPY, VERY HAPPY, SUPER HAPPY!~~~~

okays.

XOXO, junying

2010-02-05T04:21:00.000-08:00

WHEE HEE! (:

AJ is really growing on me.

dunno whether i'm in love with my OG or with AJ.

-___-

anyways, I LOVE MY OG!!!

WHEEHEE!!

i think i've learnt more from them than from 4H.

they seriously have very good sportsmanship.

something which you can't really learn in cedar, cos everybody wants to win.

and for the dunno-how-many-th in a row, i was taught that winning isn't everything.

really humbling experience leh, being in AJ.

today's bball game was AWESOMEE!

MY FIRST GAME LEHH!!!

WHEEE HEEEE!

must write in my TAWG journal(:

and it was fun.

somehow i think in cedar, we are only taught ball games from ms poon and co.,

and if you can't play, you'll kena scolding.

but in AJ, i'm learning from my friends, so it's ALOT more fun.

and they are so supportive yknow!!!

even though i was like really nervous for my first bball game, but they were so encouraging!!!!

really enjoyed it, thanks!

i ended up shooting alot in(:

thanks to their neverending support.(:

first official real school day.

i only had ONE lesson- chem lecture.

and i already have homework.

THAT SUCKS!):

but i alr finished my homework. AWESOME!

so yea i'm gna slack slack slack.(:

we went for lunch at pizzahut in the 4hour break after chem lecture and bball.

i officially think i'm gna lose weight in AJ.

which is good obviously. DUH.

since i hate the AJ canteen food):

and i've been doing so much more outdoor activites.

and when i do eat, i eat so little compared to the hols.

very good. i'm planning to skip eating during breaks.

lose weight lose weight lose weight YEA!

XOXO,junying

2010-02-04T05:35:00.000-08:00

i'm supposed to be done in 1 minute-____-

okays

so here goes:

AJ ROCKS!!!

I LOVE OG17!

thanks for the awesome orientation!

really really great people, so thanks for being my friends!

whee~~~

i suck at bowling

- officially.

HEE~

XOXO, junying

2010-01-20T04:00:00.000-08:00

hello world ( that never reads my blog anymore(: )

i'm gna have another emo post whee!

dun worry mr khoo, i'm NOT gna commit suicide. hee(:

ok start.

you know ah, sec1 that time, i really wanted to go choir,

but by some sort of twist of fate, i ended up in band.

i HATED band yknow. didn't know what's the point, but somehow just continued staying with band.

ended up falling in love with it.

you know ah, sec2 that time, i really didn't wanna move to barisax,

but by some sort of twist in fate, i ended playing bari.

i HATED it at first. didn't know what was so great about playing bass, but somehow made it big playing an unknown instrument.

ended up falling in love with it.

now i just thank God for putting me in band,

for changing my instrument,

for giving me the chance to appeal with band and barisax.

if i hadn't changed, i would never ever had had the chance to appeal.

i think He knew this was coming even before i had thought of it.

and i wanna thank God for one last thing:

for giving me 8 points, and my friends 6/7 points.

praise Him, for letting me have the 8 points instead.

cos i still can appeal, while others cannot.

Thank God.

the end.

2010-01-11T21:42:00.001-08:00

i suddenly feel like abraham after almost sacrificng isaac.

gosh.

2010-01-11T04:53:00.000-08:00

first time blogging in a while.

didn do up to my expectations,

quite sad.

wanna appeal also not really quite feasible right?

and if God wanted me to go rj, he would have given me the 6 points alr right?

so yea, somemore the results are nowhere near 6.

maybe he wants me to go aj and create a storm in there;

anyway, rj alr has enghan and weihan, the harvest field is too small for more than 2 right?

yea, get the people in aj saved man! whoo!

i mean, i alr know God has an awesome plan for my life,

but when you come down to it,

obediently laying my life down at his feet isn't exactly easy right?

when i got my results, i know i should still accept and praise God for his plan,

but somehow i felt like my world crashed,

at least the part which i prayed for really badly did.

so yea this is really painful, first time having to really lay my life down,

giving and being obedient;

youknow, even since i've become christian,

i've been receiving, receiving alot from the pastors, from the awesome friends there, receiving God's healing grace,

but now i'm being forced to put His desires before mine,

giving instead of receiving.

gosh, it's tough.

and before jinzaw came to my house,

i sorta promised the Lord that no matter what results,

i will be a testimony for His power...

i think i kinda broke that promise):

it's really hard to remain calm when your world is crashing right?

sorry to the people around me. i think i freaked them out again.

well and i should be happy.

sorta at least

i got all distinction-___-

which is quite dumb

it's exactly what mrs ouyang told us NOT to do right?

get all distinction but l1r5 sucky.

which is precisely what yours truly did.

and it helps that i'm currently watching this drama called 1 litre of tears.

about this 15-year-old girl with spinocerebellum degeneration disease.

yknow when you see her fighting for her life, your sucky o's results dun seem much anymore right?

and when i think back about God saving my life in sec2,

i think yknow it's not much giving my o's results to him.

because my life was almost gone, but he gave me life.

so my o's results are but by his grace.

from today onwards, i'm living my life for God.

i'm gna give and not receive.

if aj is the plan God has for me, then aj it is.

STOP CRYING NOW, JUNYING.

-______-

still- Hillsong

Hide me now
Under your wings
Cover me
within your mighty hand

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are king over the flood
I will be still and know you are God

Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know his power
In quietness and trust

psalm 46:10 Be still and know that I am God

Jeremiah 29:11 For i know the plans i have for you, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future.

2009-12-04T06:13:00.000-08:00

i just had a revelation!(:

last time when girls wanted to act cute, they made the "v" sign with their nails not facing outwards.

now when girls want to act cool/chio, the make the "v" sign with their nails facing inward!

yknow why???

so they can show their wonderfully crafted nails to the whole world!!

urghhh. BIMBOS!-____-

Eunice called me a Bimbo again):

2009-12-04T05:09:00.001-08:00

OKAY TODAY WAS REALLY FUNNY.

i was feeling abit down cos i didn't manage to get the girl's number from street evangelism.

then here comes 2 smart people who are REALLY blur and somehow they made my day AWESOME.

thank them in advance first(:

(before i tell the malu stories(: )

(actually it shouldn't be a worry, COS NOBODY READS MY BLOG! so yea it don't matter no(: )

jiehui&her "awesome" shots in phototaking.

instead of facing the lens at us to take the photo, she faced the other way round and tried to take the photo!

and she was still so confidently telling vera, "come let's take a photo! come, come, come!"

until vera pointed out she faced the cam the wrong direction, causing the 4 of us to laugh like crazy.

enghan&waving a bus down after the bus left in a very auntie fashion.

and btw, the whole bus stop saw that auntie hand.

even now, thinking about it, still causes me to laugh.

somemore he was so happy that the bus came, and he went up and the bus just left.

hilarious. first it was shock on his behalf, then we saw the auntie hand, later on the humour just set in.

it was so ridiculous!

so ya they made me laugh all the way till vera and i boarded the bus.

THANKS FOR MAKING MY DAY!(:

this blog is Dead.(whee!)

2009-11-19T00:14:00.000-08:00

explain WHY other schools have their prom in hotels!!!!!

zzz.

oh right, then you have to pay more(i dun mind-___-)

anyways, looking for that dress that i want.

can't find it!!!

and my mum threw away all the magazines my cousin gave me.(i should have told her i wanted them)

so i can't find the dress i want!!

i know ade is designing her own, but i'm very sure the one i want exists. zzz.

just dun like shopping-___-

mindcafe outing rocked,

except for the last part when i turned "as grouchy as a bear"

HAHA.

and i can't believe they found out-___-

nobody was supposed to know!!! arghhh.

plus i haven't lost weight.

i'm supposed to lose 7 kg by 2nd jan.

wth.

korea trip is in 2 days.

just smile and make the world go round.

i should write a book:

how to live with your nemesis for 8 days.

atashinchi no danshi ROCKS!!!

it's not as funny as hana kimi, granted, but it's so sweet!

(not romantic sweet duh!)

btw, i bought HANA KIMI DVD!!!

haven't told my mum yet though... dunno what she'll say. HA.

and guys' prom night is very... boring.

cos they're all wearing : blazer, shirt, tie and pants.

i mean WHAT??!!

at least for girls there are various types of dresses mah.

and also can see the accessories, shoes etc.

hai guys life is SOOOOO boring.

i've already decided which pair of earrings i'm wearing for prom alr(:

whee!

okay go watch drama!

2009-11-13T05:44:00.000-08:00

HEY WORLD!

it's still hasn't hit me yet, but....

O LEVELS ARE...

OVER!!

i jus spent the whole day out.

and i woke at 5.30am this morning somemore.

hanged (hung? oh who cares English is over) out with 2 grps of people:

1) sree, ade and feli! (:

we did manicure and facial masks at sree's house.

yup the first ( and last) time i'm ever gonna have a manicure.

really. maybe 2 more times: sec4gradnite, and jcprom(if i can even find a guy to go with-___-)

ate dosai! i LOVE THE POTATO!!! POTATO ROCKS!

yea just give be potatoes and i'm happy(not raw ones tho. if i hav to cook, i'm not happy)

and watched some REALLY FUNNY HINDI MOVIE.

sat down there and laughed at the crap stuff those people do.

and it was even funnier, because the people danced for no reason!!!

but i hate the ending!

i would have the guy die, the girl unmarried, and the other guy crying his balls out.

WAH. I'LL MAKE THE SADDEST MOVIE ON EARTH!(:

muahahaha.

2) jiehui, yale, jolene/flocker!(:

went to ikea.(YES. HOW FAR IS THAT.-___-)

and i jus came back.

and i'm like a zombie.

bought stuff for people who dun deserve them(but i'm nice. so well...awww)

got called doodoobird by flocker(which is very funny, cos if she call me doodoobird, she's my flocker, so she's a doodoobird as well) many times

yale wanted to buy flowers that were 99cents. HAHAA. and they weren't even on sale.

and jiehui ATE. she ATE and ATE and ATE.

she and yale shared a meatball spaghetti and 15meatballs thingy.

very funny. cos yale ate less than half of the spaghetti, and only 5 meatballs.

conclusion: jiehui ate 13 meatballs and more than half the spaghetti.

i eat 9, and i was alr so full.

and it was beef and pork.

URGHHH.

hate beef and pork):

but i like the meatballs(but no more. MUST GO ON A DIET TO LOSE 7 KG!!!!)

okays. i need to go play mario kart with my bro.

and shower(smelly!): )

and i'm already half asleep-___-

TMR IS HANA KIMI MARATHON!

HANA KIMI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i can't wait for HUH?! special event at church this sunday!!!!

happy happy happy!(:

WE HAVE OVERCOME! HALLELUJAH!

(i doubt anybody even READS this thing anymore. besides me la)

junying(:

2009-11-02T00:45:00.000-08:00

mryau!!! i've got enough desserts already! INDIGESTION!!!!
):

8 papers down, 8 more to go.

2009-10-14T06:56:00.000-07:00

OMGGGGGG MR YAU JUST PLACED A FREAKING SATURDAY SESSION ON MY BIRTHDAY.

HELLOOOOOOOOO????

I KNOW YOU DUN WAN ME TO SLACK,

BUT THAT WAS MY MORNING OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHAT THE BEEEPP.

I HATE PHYSICS.

I HATE _____________________

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

i was supposed to watch potc marathon.

thanks, mr yau, no more.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

2009-09-06T20:19:00.000-07:00

i can't believe i'm breaking my own rule...
but i HAVE to say this!

YUCKS WHY DID MR YAU GIVE US SJI PAPERS??!!!!!
THE THOUGHT OF DOING THE SAME PAPER AS HAOLIAN DISGUSTS ME TO THE MAX!!!!!

okay that's all.

bye.
why am i feeling this way again???

2009-09-01T05:08:00.000-07:00

lucky from bof!

When it gets hard, lucky in my life
you come towards me like a dream
when I get sad, lucky in my dream
you hold me tight with warm embrace.

I smile like this, always
even when the world makes it hard
I don't ever want to show my tears.
even though you don't know my heart yet
because I can still keep your smile, even from afar,
it's a relief.

When I want to cry, lucky in my love
you look so handsome in my imagination
when I'm frustrated, lucky in my world
you hold me tight like a dream.

I smile like this, always
even when the world makes it hard
I don't ever want to show my tears.

Even though you don't know my heart yet
because I can still keep your smile, even from afar,
it's a relief.

Everything is beautiful. I'm so happy.
I make a wish again in this lonely world.

I smile like this, always
even when the world makes it hard
I don't ever want to show my tears.
even though you don't know my heart yet
because I can still keep your smile, even from afar,
it's a relief.

Take one step towards me

whee! i'm not blogging till o's are over. so see ya in 2 months time!(:

2009-08-31T05:13:00.000-07:00

today is the day of insecurities.

everything was terrible.

it's reliving everything i'm afraid of.

and i'm so glad i didn't cry in front of all the guys( cos elaine and keying pangseh me!)
cos when i saw his sad expression,
i really wanted to tell him how i felt too.
i really understand.
so.

and guobin is lame.
he just saved his number under Jun Ying.
i mean. hello?
-_____-
i save my number under junying.
baka.
HAHA.

the movie was super funny.
tho i had to read all the subs.
cos half the show was in dialects.
zzz.
and joshua called me noob after i didn't understand what he said in dialect.
zzz.
THAT's why i dun like going out with pri sch peeps.
they speak chinese alot,
then call me angmoh!
zzz.

but anyway.

the end.

junying.

2009-08-08T03:35:00.000-07:00

i'm so glad i didn't pon ytd's national day.

4H went wild man(:

okay basically the whole school went wild. HAHAHAHA.

we were like holding some party la!~~

and we were jumping and doing that hold each other's shoulder and go around like a train.

ULTRA FUN!!!!!!

mryau took a video of it!

and he was trying his best to ignore us i think,

but we kept waving to him till he responded. HAHAHAHA.

mrs lim joined us to sing home!(:

oh man! i'll miss this bunch of crazy peepos. tskkk. HAHA.

whenever i am feeling low, i look around me and i know, there's a place that will stay within me, wherever i may choose to go(:

CEDAR!!! I LOVE CEDAR!! (:

WHEEE!

i shall blog some emo post on grad ceremony on 10th oct.

HAHA.

okay 3 days to prelim 2.

better go mugx)

whee i love mugging! -____-

junying.

2009-08-01T07:58:00.000-07:00

last sunday was very embarrassing ):

due to that see thru dress.

poor bryan and yijie):

and YTD'S EYD WAS FUN! WHEE!(:

kay, cya.

prelims and o's are arriving!

3months more.

2009-07-24T07:00:00.000-07:00

how interesting

hana youri dango is finally getting romantic.

and more doublecrossing and backstabbing.

heh heh heh.

got back report books.

i pray ah that these is only the beginning, and that i will do even better (8A1s) in o's.

and i can feel my bio improving.

must WORK ON IT!

get a2, than a1! yay!

i think i really got no life ):

okays.

the ends.

byes.

2009-07-18T07:02:00.000-07:00

okay i'm here to blog properly! (:

whee~

okay i only have 2 days to blog about: wed and today(sat)

wed:

super good day.

received jinzaw's sms while waiting for the bus that MCFLY WAS IN SINGAPORE NEWSPAPERS!

so yea. started to grin to myself and zi high, to which i think the lady and cedarian to my left and right got a bit worried for my well-being. HA.

went to school, under the influence of libing and jinzaw, started to get high again.

HAHA. 3 mcfly fans getting high -____-

and my mood was superb, until .... english.

stupid mrs menon. tootsies.

she scolded me for not finishing my work.

funny thing is, she taught so slowly, that i already knew she wouldn't even be able to go thru passage A. and i was right.

she also scolded jinzaw because she forgot to bring her compre passages.

basically, she had a bone to pick with jinzaw and me.

which pissed me off tremendously.

then she ALSO scolded jiehui and jolene for talking.

and the best part was that she even asked us "why is the atmosphere so tense ah girls?"

PUHLEASE. ISN'T IT OBVIOUS. AFTER TELLING OFF 4 GIRLS THE ATMOSPHERE NOT TENSE MY FOOT. STUPID LEH. NO BRAINS LOR. BAKA!

and jolene was giving the isn't it obvious look,

and jinzaw was giving the you you, it's you look

and i was giving her a DUH look.

no brains.

and still come scold me.

baka.

OKAY THAT STUPID WOMAN ASIDE...........

R(i)JC band sounded superb!

went for the concert held at esplanade.

i think the best section in their band must be saxophone.

like in 2/3 of the songs, the saxophones played solo/ got melody.

and they sounded amazing.

especially that freaky alto one guy.

(who looks incredibly like mryau)

i finally understood why huijun kept talking about him.

cos he's really the best saxophonist i've heard of our age group.

amazing tone.

and his high notes. wahpiang. perfect mann.

and the transition between notes is also amazing.

i'm utterly awed by him.

(but i dun have a crush on him. PLEASE HOR)

bought MCFLY'S NEW ALBUM TOO!

RADIO:ACTIVE.

MCFLY ROCKS!!!

WHEE~~~~

i was getting high over mcfly during the rj band concert.

which was pretty funny.

cos i would be like mcfly mcfly mcfly!!! in that ultra high pitch voice. HAHA.

oh yea. and esplanade's toilets are freaky.

its all motion sensored. so yea.

when you wash your hands,

you have to keep alternating between one sink to another which is ultra annoying.

but the funniest part is when i tried getting tissue to dry my hands.

tried is the word, but unfortunately, i didn't suceed.

the tissue just kept coming out cos i dunno how to pluck the tissue out!

and emily got so annoyed she just yanked it from the machine for me.

turned out i had thrice the amount of tissue required -______-

which was stupid and a complete waste.

HAHA.

okay hope i didn't miss anything special for wed!

now to saturday.

okay i've got FOUR stories to blog about (jolene if you are reading this then i got no more stories to tell you liao): )

1: okay i have no idea how this took place, but i'm only writing what i heard. which was extremely disgusting and i felt like puking when i heard it. really really.

so this is what i heard.

haolian to hwa chong: you're the best in defensive, you're extremely good you're the most amazing you rock my world. etc etc etc.

and it was said in like that kind of whisper as if he was trying to seduce and i almost PUKED.

well mayb it was haolian's form of a peptalk. so. well. but a pep talk doesn't make you sound like a gay right. pukes.

2: this has NOTHING to do with haolian. it's just me.

so chua was talking to acs guy (dunno name), and he was talking about marriage.

and he suddenly said: you want to find a wife of cedar that kind of standard.

when i heard "cedar" i gave a constipated look. really no other word.

and mr chua saw my expression and then he was trying to make it up by saying i was just an example.

then he said cedar that kind of girl will have very good degree in the future, maybe even better than yours(acs), you think she really want you ah. cedar correct anot?

and i nodded. technically, that's not quite true.

cos if you look at my current crush( which has been pretty long alr) you'll see that he's really not smart. infact he is pretty , acc to jiehui, stupid. not stupid la. just not academically inclined.

(omg and he just signed in online. okay freaky)

i only nodded cos i can't imagine myself married to a guy of that size. cos just ytd i was thinking about the perfect size for a guy and it wasn't exactly _____

no offence if you're reading it! it's just that i'm not sure any guy would actually like me, even if he is on the large side. ( cos i'm neverending scolding guys. HA-haolian would know that best. wow, i love giving him a tough time. HAHA.)

3: okay this is pretty funny. i just think about it and i start laughing alr. stupid.

chua: the next part only for higher-ended students.

AND GUESS WHAT HAOLIAN SAID?

"YES!"

pls la. if i haven't had proof for him being haolian, HERE IT IS. staring right it your face, the magnitude of his haolian-ness.

when peiying, nicole and i heard it we snorted in disgust.

seriously -_____-

4: okay i hope this is a trick on my eyes, and i don't think i should put it up here, in case someone sues me for slander. so i shan't. even tho this story would make a very interesting one. HAHA. but i hope i saw wrongly, really. PLEASE tell me i saw wrongly. i shall tell yall verbally. so a certain group of people won't read it.

EEKKSSSSSS tho.

OKAY THE END OF THE NICE AND WONDERFUL STORIES.

"Just My Luck"

1, 2...
1, 2, 3, 4!

You and I have got alot in common
We share all the same problems
Luck, love and life aren't on our side
I'm in the wrong place at the wrong time
Always the last one in a long line
Waiting for something to turn out right, right

I'm starting to fall in love
Its getting too much
Not often that I slip up
Its just my luck, yeah, yeah

Rain clouds are gathering in numbers
Just when I put away my jumper
Luck and love still aren't on my side
And I still refuse to be a skeptic
Cause I know how you could still correct this
Maybe this will be my lucky night, night

I'm starting to fall in love
Its getting too much
Its not often that I slip up
Its just my luck

Just my luck
Just my luck
Just my luck
Yeah, its just my luck
Just my luck
Just my luck
Just my luck
Something to turn out right
Just my luck
Just my luck
Just my luck
Waiting for something
Just my luck
Waiting...for something to turn out right, yeah!

I'm starting to fall in love
Its getting too much
Not often that I slip up
Its just my luck

Its just my luck
Luck....

ohman. i love this song(: HAHA

church camp is now being planned! yays.

everytime i think of church camp, i think of his face of pure happiness.

it're really that kind of face of someone who know he can trust god fully and faithfully.

and i really wish i could have captured that moment of pure joy and bliss at that instant.

really really beautiful. and it makes me so happy also thinking of his expression of pure joy.

but of course, church camp is also about the worshipping experience, and i'm looking forward to it!

junying

2009-07-12T06:05:00.000-07:00

Your Light Broke Through My Night
Restored Exceeding Joy
Your Grace Fell Like the Rain
And Made This Desert Live

Chorus:
You Have Turned My Mourning Into Dancing
You Have Turned My Sorrow Into Joy

Your Hand Lifted Me Up
I Stand On Higher Ground
Your Praise Rose in My Heart
And Made This Valley Sing
(Chorus)

This Is How We Overcome
This Is How We Overcome
(Chorus)

best song!

2009-07-03T20:09:00.000-07:00

my favourite part in hana kimi! they guys look so cute(:

2009-07-03T20:00:00.000-07:00

yo yo(:

happie! whee! ~~

i have almost finished all the hw that the school set!

yknow, this one week holiday feels very long.

like it feels so long since i set foot in school.

feels so good!!!!!

so.

yea.

looking forward to going back to school.

hey i'm serious!(:

i shall go do other stuff(:

see ya!

2009-07-01T19:50:00.000-07:00

YES!

4H HAS THE BEST MSG FOR PHYSICS!

WE ROCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MUACKS!

HAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHHAHA

yay! i'm going out with jiehui whoo hooooo!

msg 2.7 leh!(:

we should aim for 1.0. HAHAHAA

jus jokin.

well done peeps!!!!

junying, love ya(:

2009-06-30T21:45:00.000-07:00

baka.

i submitted that info on testimonials by accident to the school

SHIT.

and i haven't finished writing yet!

DANG.

i'm so dead cos i've got so few stuff/

shucks.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH.

anyway,

i just finished watching hana kimi.

NANBA MINAMI!

hahaha.

junying<3

ps, i think singaporean teens can be made into a drama too lor.

esp all those stupid things we do together (:

gosh, i'll miss 4H :'(

2009-06-26T00:53:00.000-07:00

YES. ROUND ONE OF O LEVEL PREP OVER.

prelimonesucked.

maths p2 and physics p1 was the worse of all.

and you should have seen mr yau's face.

grinning from ear to ear. literally.

just crossing my fingers, and hoping i'll pass phy p1,

and scrape an a1 of math.

(luckily math p1 and phy p2 were doable, if not ........)

BIO ROCKED! but i dunno why the rest dun think so.

i'm like one of the worst bio students in class and like everybody's feeling sad, and i'm so happy that i'm quite sure i'm gna get a B.

amaths was terrible,

esp p2.

plane geometry SUCKS!!!

WALAO. minus 6 marks (AT LEAST)

i'm not gna get my 90% ):

chem p2 was bad. like hello, the either/or question was either electrolysis or speed of reaction.

and i didn't study electrolysis-____________-

so i did speed of reaction.

i think i made a mistake.

just now i went out to meet huijun to collect the rj tickets.

( yup, i wasn't "exercising social responsibility" quote mrs foo)

so i was sitting on the couch in the library, getting very sleepy and bored.

when suddenly a coin flew out of no where and landed on my stomach.

okay not nowhere.

it came from the guy sitting behind me

who couldn't toss a coin properly-_________-

and the rest of his friends burst into laughter.

guys are barbaric i tell you.

and the best part was he didn't want the coin back till i said "i keep it ah"

then he took it back.

IDIOTS i tell you.

zzz.

yay i met with huijun!!!

and i saw gillian(:

but gillian was like in front with her friend so i didn't say hi to her.

oh and this morning in the car i saw enghan.

i keep seeing him whenever there's something to do with ri.

like the ri newletter and near ri -_____-

oh and today he's gna shake hands with the guest of honour for the life charity concert.

HAHAHA.

he's wearing a suit.

HAHAHA.

the life charity concert rocks!!!!

like really. the singing, the funny dancing and ESPECIALLY the humour!

so funny you know.

especially the net ball coach and those 2 goons!

HAHAHA.

really enjoyed it.

well done ignyte!(:

okays.

I'M SO NOT GNA TOUCH HOMEWORK TILL THURSDAY.
and i'm NOT gna "exercise social responsibility".

PUHLEASE!

junying!(:

2009-06-06T06:53:00.001-07:00

HAHAHA I HAVE FINALLY FINISHED WATCHING BOF!!!!

the ending sucks, but overall it rocks.

i love lee minho!
shuai ge!(:

i felt so malu today dring chua.
so sian la pls.
i did half of tuition homework, and i got scolded,
when guess what, the "smart" guys didn't do anything and they didn't get scolded.
zzz.zzz.zzz.
AND. when chua asked me to throw back the rubber ducky, my aiming was so bad it went totally off target!!! ):
SO MALU!!! My aiming sucks.
HAHA.
sighss.

i realised something about someone.
i think i know why___ doesn't say hi to me):

oh and this bunch of indo guys annoy me whenever i swim.
ARGH.
showoff i tell you.
always diving when i reach that end.
and the best part was when i swam to the end where they were and they immediately got out.
maybe cos i was super close to scolding them once.
oh and jinzaw thinks that the guys have 6-pacs, but they're a bunch of idiots.
SECOND BUNCH OF HAOLIANS. I TELL YOU.

oh speaking of which,
i can swim 30 laps without feeling tired now!!! (:
yay! but problem is, i'm not going to have this time to swim 30 laps.
so mission aborted to swim 40 by october.(:
zzz.

leeminho is freakishly hot.

AND I WANT A BLACK ROSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

JUNYING.

2009-05-29T03:22:00.000-07:00

whee~

languages prelim one is finally over.

now to mug for other subjects.

3 papers a day. get used to it babe.

omg, i haven't been able to watch bof for ages,

now that i get to watch...

whoo!

bof ROCKS.

okay but tmr i have to start revising bio.

promise.

i love bof music. really good.(:

LIFE CHARITY CONCERT's coming up!!!

it's at at my church, tickets priced at $15.

by going, you're helpin kids who need money, who are in fact survivng on ONE strand of instant noodle a day.

it's on 25-27jun, tho tickets for youth are on 25jun.

TRY TO COME! really. you won't regret it.

we have talented actors and actresses in church(:

tell me asap if you want.

oh yea.

WE WON PROJECT RUNWAY!!!

GO PHUONG WHOOS!

our efforts didn't go down the drain(:

and xiameng looked so pretty on that day!!(:
mrs lim says we should let eunice chng wear it, cos she won't have a dress to wear for prom -____-

HA.

we organised a farewell party for mrs chaiw today.

aww man. i'll miss her.

she's super funny.

gaya, amritha, meitian, zakiah and i were like hunting for food for the party at ntuc.

LUCKILY there's ntuc nearby if not ah.... no party alr):

HAHA. it was fun!

during bio remedial 4H was the only one with the entire class present.

HA. funny.

4C had 12 people, 4P 3 and 4S 3.

we rock!(:

i love 4H really. bunch of crazy peepos.

i swam 25laps today.

okfine not alot by YOUR standard,

but compared to when i first started this yr...

when i could only do 5 laps and i felt like i was gna die.

tskkk...

YAY! AFTER O'S I'M GNA HIGHLIGHT MY HAIR

PLAY VIOLIN AND PLAY DRUMSET!

HALLELUJAH!

heh okay what else.

i actually dun have anything to say.

okay see you then.

jiayou cedarians!

1.0 FOR 4H!!!! WHOO(:

2009-05-22T05:58:00.000-07:00

HA.HA.HA.

omg.

i just did the which f4 is perfect for you,

AND I GOT KIMBUM!

shuaigeshuaige!!(:

and wanda uploaded the video of me and a couple others doing chicken dance backwards.

oh THANK GOD i'm not famous in church!

plus i'm right at the back.

so. nobody will notice me.

PHEW.

and we got back our chinese paper!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and for the first time since coming to cedar,

i got B for chinese!

hey, dun laugh, i've never gotten a B.

and i bet you didn't get 17.5/20 for your chinese summary.

and considering that i got 3/20 once, you have to admit this is an achievement.

finally a break from all the Cs.

pray that i can conntinue achieving B in prelim 2 and perhaps an A(?????) in o's????

impossible. but i'mpossible! okay whatever--___________--

tmr's vj and tj's band concert!

section outing! whoo!

looking forward to it. yays.

mann. dunno whether i should apply to rj thru band dsa.

but i think i'm not going to.

i'd rather get in thru my miraculous results (:

HA.

very worried for english.....

it's been deproving dramatically recently,

and i'm jus going to do my best and let God do the rest.

bio spa3 was good.

i'm starting to like bio :D

yays!

8A1s good to go!:D

tmr's gna be a good day.

now i need to go do my 8 exam papers --______--

SIAO.

junying<3

2009-05-17T00:26:00.000-07:00

today's sermon was amazing.

really spoke to me...

when sis gwen preached about her own story, it was so similar to mine. wow.

esp the proving to the world part.

i cried like really. DUN LAUGH!.

haii. okay dun be sad!

ytd was interesting.

for some reason my perspective changed 180degrees.

hmm.

and jinzaw started saying some weird things that got me annoyed with myself. zzz.

but what she said is true.

and i am afraid it'll really happen. zzz.

joseph tan took us for pe on thursday.

super funny mann.

really enjoyed his lesson.

HAHA.

esp the gaya doing jumping jacks in amore part.

hilarious man.

haha. really enjoyed it.

today got high after seeing __

then we had sharing session and i was like i'm super happy today!

then jesselyn asked why so happy?

and obviously i couldn't say my real reason right?

all the guys will say smth about it. so. ya. i crapped.

chua's class ytd was stupid.

he asked a question and the whole class started discussing.

and then the guys refuse to say anything!

so i crapped something out and everybody looked at me and i swear i blushed.

zzz. cos i talking crap.

and i bet you guys read my blog -_-

stupid hwachong is leading in school nationals.

and yale said it's actually some guy hacking into the thing thats why they can increase so much.

hello, they increased by 2000 over 1 night?!!! IMPOSSIBLE.

and ya.

hello?! TAG! my blog's like dead --_______________--

keep faith!

junying.

2009-05-11T00:03:00.000-07:00

i felt like an idiot on sunday.

why are you so shuai?!

2009-04-25T02:45:00.000-07:00

national track meet was super fun!!!!

all of us were like cheering our throats out.

oh gosh.

i had no water, plus we were cheering like siao plus jiehui bought potato chips.

-__________________________________-

luckily i didn't lose much of my voice. phew.

the weather nowadays sucks.

my whole family literally spends the whole day in air con room.

-___________________________________-

and i have pimples that i never had sprouting out.

zzz.zzz.zzz.

today's physics class rocked!

we got to do some weird experiment that enabled us to feel electricity.!!!(:

something like mr yau did with us just that the voltage was much much higher.

then we had to link hands to form a circuit,

and all the guys were like teasing haolian for holding hands with a girl for the first time in his entire life-________________________________________-

i mean of all things you tease about THAT?!

i mean please it's not even real holding hands lor zzz.

gosh guys are so immature.

and nicole was funny when i told her what they said.

she said she could feel his ultra-long buffered-to-prevent-his-nails-from-breaking nails when they linked hands.

and it was funny. lol.

all the girls were like O.O when nic told us his reason for buffering.

what a liar. HAHAHAHA.

bof is so sad!!! D:

Haje is so EVIL!!!

junpyo's mum is so EVIL!!

junpyo's so .... faints in love. (HAHAHAHAHAHA.)

ohman school is getting stressful.

stay sane!

junying<3

2009-04-19T06:41:00.000-07:00

my shuai ge!!! <3

2009-04-18T06:21:00.000-07:00

yo yo.

today was really stupid.

found out something very interesting...(:

anyway, haolian was trying to steal my idea about one of the answers,

and i got super pissed off.

but haha, it was wrong anyway,

so got chua abit angry with him. (HAHAHA.)

amath test was totally screwed.

alr minus 3 marks cos i couldn't do one of the questions.

but then, i SUDDENLY realised how to do after school that day.

zzzzzzz...... zhen shi de.

conclusion: cannot get full marks ):

mann, boys over flowers ended with a cliff hanger,

so i'm gonna watch again later (:

ran 2.4km last thu.

considering i haven't run for about a month,

my timing was very good,

and i didn't stop running throughout.

not bad okay,

but of course compared to the rest i could have done better...

but 'sokay(:

ga eul and kim bum look so cute together! whoo!

okays, see ya.

2009-04-11T03:47:00.000-07:00

today was a super good day.

HAHAHAHAHAHHA

and something happened to make it that way.

and well, obviously it has something to do with kicking haolian's mental butt. WHOO!

so in class we were doing polymerisation,

and chua asked why the no. of mol of water formed is (2n-1) and not 2n.

it was a jackpot question, meaning it has a level of difficulty, and if i get it right, i get to pull jackpot(:

when chua asked, haolian(being the usual retard) asked (the poor) RV guy whether he knew how to do.

zzz. so annoying.

hahaha, so i hazarded a guess that the OH has to be connected at the ends of the carbon and H at the end of nitrogen, thats why there's a minus 1.

haha, and i was right ( mentally claps hands in delight).

AND THE BEST PART WAS seeing haolian's ultra constipated expression of not noticing that and kena beaten by a girl.

and guess what, he said : "rv, you suck."

he might as well have said that to himself for not thinking of the answer himself?! idiot, seriously.

YES. whoooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i totally enjoyed that. nicole, peiying and dingyi were also very amused by the situation.

i loved it. every single teeny weeny tiny bit of his constipated expression captured in my brain's camera for future laughing and humoring times.

that totally rockeded.

onto the past week.

which has sucked, to tell you the truth.

i had a severe skin allergy which caused my face to grow to a humongous size.

i couldn't wear specs cos it would scratch my skin,

and my nose was huger than normal.

i pinned up my fringe so that the hair wouldn't tickle my forehead,

and the result of all these,

was that i totally didn't look like a girl called junying,

but more like M in REM (whoever that disgusting girl is. *rolls eyes)

at least i'm back to normal, and prettty happy now.

i could let my hair down( FINALLY after 5 days of tying it up regardless of wet/dry hair+ sleeping with my fringe pinned up)

and my right foot doesn't look THAT bad.

moreoever, i have managed to get BROWN "nail polish" on my right toe nails after staining them in an overly-concentrated potassium permanganate solution(not funny),

to which both my dad and cheryl fang suggest that i dip my left toe nails in too, so that i have even toe nail colour -__________________________-(lame.)

okays i'm very happy!

thanks for making my day (albeit indirectly) haolian!

HAHAHAHAAHHAHA.

this week's the holy week!

junying<3

2009-04-04T04:43:00.000-07:00

to all my cedar bandies, especially sec4s:

gosh, 4 years have passed already.

i can never forget how retarded i was in sec1.

and zomg, i've changed so much.

i was such an arrogant sec1 member, that honestly if i were sec4 then i would have hated myself.

the 4 years in cedar symphonic band,

among all you lame and funny people,

the stupid things we did

the crazy things we played,

i can never forget.

i'll miss every single one of you.

i made many many mistakes throughout these 4 years,

made some of you really hate me.

i just wanna apologise for all those crappy mistakes i've made,

whatever amount i owe you.

and though sometimes i really just wanna turn back the clock and join another cca,

i think joining cedar symphonic band was the best thing that happened to me.

4 years have just blinked past

and syf was the destinations of all destinations.

man, we didn't get the gold in certificate,

but we sure earned that gold in our hearts.

and well, platinum looks like silver on the outside,

but on the inside it is more precious than gold.

yknow why the judges keep awarding us silver?

cos they don't see the beauty of the platinum band,

we look silver but we're greater than gold(:

what mattered and what matters most still is that we went on stage smiling,

and went off the stage without regrets,

we played to the best,

we gave our all.

we don't need a bunch of judges in a bad mood to give us gold,

cos we are gold.

i love yall,

thank you so much for this wondrous experience.

syf platinum! HAHA(:

junying, with love.

2009-03-29T01:18:00.000-07:00

yo yo.

today i went to see the doctor and he was super funny.

as yall know, my daddy scolded the doctor for causing my right foot to become so cham.

so anyway, today he was super funny.

doctor: (in chinese) who came with you today?[most likely scared of my daddy]

me: errrrrrr. my dad. [face red =S] sorry about the last time my daddy scold you!!!! [awkward and SUPER PAISEH expression]

doctor: OH. haha nevermind la, all fathers will be worried ma.[wah. he let me off the hook so easily??!!!]

me: ehh. orh.

doctor: i couldn't sleep that night leh.

me: HUH? [OMG HE ACTUALLY COULDN'T SLEEP?! SO PAISEH!!!]

doctor: i was thinking of your condition mah and what happened.

me: riiiiiight. [ oh man its my fault IT'S MY FAULT!]

doctor: what did you eat? otah ah? [ its like the new hot topic among the helpers there: the girl who ate otah. LOL]

me: errr ya [PAISEH PAISEH PAISEH!]

doctor:haiyooo.... then did you tell him it was your fault?

me: ya my mum told him but he insists that...

doctor:haiya i can tell you not to eat and you still eat ma. you see ah being a doctor really very bad. when we cure the patients, the patients don't thank you. when have problem come out then they scold you. HAIYA. being a doctor really very bad. *shake head shake head* [ ZOMG.]

me: *EYES SUPER BIG.* errrrrr. orh.

then i just happened to be playing phone games cos i very scared of acupuncture.

one of the doctor's helpers: wah you using the phone as a form of distraction ah?

me: hur hur ya. HAHA. [awkward expression]

the doctor: (to the helper) this girl happy-go-lucky de la!

me: [HORRORS]

eh i where got happy-go-lucky!

and i also not so serious till i can't go crazy over kimbum and minho k!

i'm normal. (:

okay so anyway they left to go help other patients. left me down there with electricity in my leg and playing handphone games.

when he came back,

doctor: i should take photo of this and put it at the door

doctor: its so much better already.

me: heh heh yupp *grins* oh ya will my leg be okay by friday? cos i have competition on that day.

doctor: ya should be quite okay alr. what performance?

me: oh band.

doctor: *surprised* what instrument?

me: heh heh saxophone.

doctor: SAXOPHONE? i play saxophone too![ i thought he was pulling my leg. NOT LITERALLY]

me: HUH? oh really? [still didn't believe him]

doctor: ya! you play the silver of gold one?[ he said ni tan na ge bai se hai shi jin se de? BUT I HEARD IT AS ni tan na ge bai se hai shi qing se de? which is you play the silver or green one? so i was like WHAT??? GREEN SAXOPHONE???]

me: HUH? GREEN ONE??? [ i said it so loudly i bet the whole clinic heard can! cos i was so shocked LOL]

doctor: NO LA! gold la! [ =P paisehh!]

zomg. it was so embarrassing. o.O

but the doctor is so nice okay despite everything.

ytd chua was super interesting.

and haolian HAOLIAN was as usual HAOLIAN.

annoying.

okay BOF!

junying<3

2009-03-28T03:19:00.000-07:00

cedar symphonic band is going to get gold in 6 days time.
i know it, i feel it and i'm sure of it.
we can, we must and we will!

I LOVE YOU CSB!
YONG YUAN ZHI CHI NI!
<3

6days more.
i can't believe it, we've made it this far and the end point is just in front of us.
we've played as one band, one sound with one heart,
and i'm 200% sure we're gna do that and more on THE day.

i can't wait to just scream and shout and cheer and cry with all of you when we get that gold.
i can't wait to announce to the school that after 12 years of silver, we have broken through with our gold.
i can't wait to see the tears on all your faces and feel my own tears there.
because i know we will get that gold.

gosh, it's so weird being so certain about the future when it hasn't arrived yet,
but i know i can predict the future(:
i love you csb(: <3

now from our farewell'08 piece:
We've lived to be
The very best
We want it all
No time for less
We've laid the plans
Now lay the chance
Here in our hands
Give us one moment in time
When we're more than we thought we could be
When all of our dreams are a heartbeat away
And the answers are all up to us.

it's up to each and everyone of us to just give our all and run this last stretch.
and i believe we'll be screaming with joy, and crying our hearts out when we get THE gold.

<3 yall(:

2009-03-24T02:31:00.000-07:00

move over gossip girl.

BOYS OVER FLOWERS IS HERE.

WHOOOO!!!!!

KIMBUM!

anyway,

today i went around in crutches (:

almost smashed jolene's toes in the process(:

dun worry, my foot has improved ALOT alr.

i can walk on my own now!!!

so yea i DO NOT NEED a wheelchair. THANKS.

HAHAHHAA..

everybody i met had some sort of opinion on my leg.

for example:

yale: your foot looks like CHINESE SAUSAGE!

meitian: your foot looks like BAK ZHANG!

mr ong: MUST USE YUN NAN BAI YAO! MUST USE! (me: err. okay. okay!!)

ms sia: later such a pretty girl don't have leg! (me: ERRR. AHH.)

mrs tan: you better go and get antibiotics TODAY. TODAY AH. ( me: yup err.. ya.... :S)

mrs lim: tsk tsk tskkkkk..... syf that day don't wear stockings ah! just go up there and play very good alr! we must be all geared up towards that day!

mdm lum: junying you better get well soon! this visualiser ahh ....( me: HA.ha. ha. not funny -______-)

mrs menon: AIYOOOOO. WHAT HAPPENED???

and many others telling me that i look like a scalded my leg, that it is the most disgusting they ever saw, that i should get a wheelchair etc etc.

goodness. i was never so popular before. -______-

BOYS OVER FLOWERS! *muacks!

KIM BUM!

MIN HO!

WHOOOOOOOOO!!!

shuai ge men!

why can't singaporean guys be as shuai HUH?

zzz.

okays.

junying!<3bof!

why can't i be born a korean?? ): HAHA.

2009-03-18T23:22:00.000-07:00

I HATE IT!!!

MY STUPID ANKLE,

FROM SPRAIN TO RASHES TO SOME WEIRD SKIN BUBBLE NOW!

WHATS YOUR PROBLEM STUPID ANKLE.

AND ONCE AGAIN, I CAN'T RUN WITH MY CLASS FOR 2.4KM.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I WANT TO RUN OKAY!

BUT I CAN'T.

STUPID STUPID ANKLE.

i hate you like toot.

and it hurts terribly.

and i've been hopping about the entire house.

i bet i can win hopscotch super well can.(not funny)

and i have to miss band.

and i just started loving band again!

and my mum bans me from going for the yuhwa exchange.

so this ankle just gives her an excuse to not let me go.

i am so pissed.

okay for merry widow!(:

part 8 to 10(:[but i have no idea what she's saying]

part 17-20!

PART 12-end(:

2009-03-14T04:43:00.000-07:00

yo!

the past 4 days have been super fun!

really really enjoy my time during the past 4 days.

unfortunately from monday onwards, when everybody is having THEIR holiday,

i'll be __ ___

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

i'm so sick of everything!

breath junying, BREATHE.

20days.

2009-03-07T04:20:00.000-08:00

i hate soccer. officially.

thursday:

bad day. VERY bad day.

woke up and got scolded. zzzz.zzzzz

BAD DAY.

by some miracle. managed to get to school on time.

first period pe.

SOCCER.

honestly, i've ALWAYS hated the game,

but some nutters from my class wanted to play the game,

so the whole class ended up stuck in shit.

SOCCER SUCKKKKSSSS!

ITS 22 PEOPLE RUNNING AFTER A STOOPID BALL THAT OFFICIALLY GOES EVERYWHERE BUT THE GOAL.

TOTAL WASTE OF TIME AND ENERGY.

so anyway.

no.1 kicked the ball into my own goal.

hey not funny k!

my teammates were there so i thought it was the goalpost-____________________-

almost got murdered by them.

no.2 got kicked in the shin by my our darling eunice chng.

zzzz..zzzzz...

now i have blueblack on my right shin. great.

eunice is one violent person.

no.3 sprained my ankle.

its super traumatising.

seriously.

i keep hearing the very-audible "CRACK" sound of my bones again and again.

super scary.

i never wanna run again.

*shudders*

next period: BIO. test.

i am HUNDRED-AND-TWENTY-PERCENT sure i'm gna fail.

FOR SURE.

they asked us to put the R where ADH acted on,

and tell you what.

i CRAPPED.

dunno where, so i dumped it on the glomerulus.

so smart right(i know(: NOT.)

i'm not surprised if i get a one-digit score.

anyway, i've done it once, can do it again, no prob.

(AND I STUDIED K! I STUDIED!)

somemore i was nursing a sprained ankle during the test

using ice that had alr fully melted-_______________________-

really stupid.

received chem test papers during last period.

could have done SO much better,

was quite sad about the score,

but i'll live with it.

what's her problem man!

dun like us then GO AWAY!

had emath test.

it was quite good, but i feel less confident about my answers than amath.

most likely 90% min.(:

guess what. on march bridging event, i have BAND.

zzzzzz! i keep not being able to come for events y know!

and tmr i also have band.

hai, luckily its mr ito! (:

jiehui is gna be so.pissed.

at least i can come for WTTTF(: one good thing.

okay.

junying is in a state of emotional trauma about spraining her leg again.

i think i need a counsellor, keep hearing the "CRACK" in my head.

anyway, the chinese sinseh i went to is SUPER GOOD.

like WOAH, he does things so effortlessly la,

tho i must say he's very amused by me.

HAHAHAH.

he just press a bit i'm alr in pain.

gosh.

almost screamed at one point today when i went to see him a second time.

ended up biting my finger.

zomg.

oh yea, and i ran jogging with a sprained ankle!

i think its pretty obvious it was affecting me

normally i'm like way way in front with gaya,

thursday i was at the back of the class instead, with gaya as well,

cos she wanted to take care of me.

HAHAHAA. eh i ran 2km with a sprained ankle leh.

not bad eh?

HAAHAHAHAHAHAH.

okay should go clear homework.

(but shall listen to hillsong first(: )

junying<3

2009-03-01T03:15:00.000-08:00

gosh a MIRACLE happened today!

yknow how i've been groaning that band clashed with my sunday event to become an official member of my church( which i am not yet, cos i haven't gone for the course. DUH.)

GUESS WHAT!
by some miracle, they changed the date!
OMG OMG!!!!
i was super surprised when i heard the announcement i was so happy i almost hyperventilated. seriously.
BUT ANYWAY! its a miracle k!!!

AHHHH! i'm so happy!!!

OH OH!
AND THE BAND PLAYED WELL YESTERDAY!
WELL DONE!!(:

AND AND!
by God's grace,
jiehui and i became the only two full marks in amath test!~~~
gosh its like He was blessing us or something.
i was afraid that if i didn't do well for this amath test, i wouldn be able to go to church anymore, but by His grace i got full marks!!(:
and also jiehui isn't exactly the full marks amath person( cos it IS her worst subject, no offence(: )
but she got full marks!
YES! yay!

(:

the concert ytd went very well, love csb(:

wished tkg sax section good luck from the second floor, while they were on the first floor.
which was pretty funny,
cos at first i was trying to got the SL's attention,
but she didn't notice me( HAHAHHA. sorry, private joke).
then saw the tenor sax girl and the bari and waved to them,
yay they recognise me(:
and they waved back, so i managed to wish them good luck(:

recognised quite a numer of saxophonists from the exchange that time.

jiaxuan and i were doing lame stuff.
seriously.
we went to the girls toilet to see cute guys.
-____________________________________________-
this is what i do with jiaxuan.
SENIOR-JUNIOR BONDING OKAY!

oh and my mum sacked the maid,
cos she stole something but oh well.
i've been washing the dishes every night-____-
zzz. HAHAHAHA.

i actually suceeded studying bio today!
(: YAY! i quit my chinese tution to study bio.
VERY PROUD OF MYSELF!(:
considering that eveytime i look at the textbook a sense of dread comes over me.
gosh.

okay i need to cook dinner for my bro-_____-
(but its only instant noodles, so dun worry for the house being burnt down!)

junying<3

2009-02-25T05:35:00.000-08:00

whats the world coming to???

Sabbath day is not even Sabbath day anymore.

church is my renewal of strength,

but HEY GUESS WHAT?

i'm ripped of the privilege as well.

IS LIFE ALL ABOUT PLAYING THAT STUPID THING?!

I'M FIRRITATED AND THE ONLY THING THAT IS KEEPING ME FROM committing suicide IS CHRIST.

BUT GUESS WHAT?

I'M NOT EVEN ALLOWED TO BE WITH HIM.

ARGHHH.

ALL OF YOU OUGHT TO BE SHOT. AND THROWN INTO THE DEEP BLUE SEA.

ESPECIALLY KITKAT.

THAT STUPID GAME MAPLESTORY

AND AWFUL CHICKEN RICE.

OUGHT TO BE SHOT AND THROWN INTO HELL.

ARGHHHHHHHHHH.

if you dun see me tmr, you know i've joined my Father in heaven.

2009-02-19T04:11:00.000-08:00

i have a story to share:

all senior citizens hate going to da yi ma's place. it is a stinking and very annoying place. one can find expired kitkats, rotten taogae(beansprouts) and even sticky fruitplus-es. babies go there to eat those disgusting things, and even play maplestory there! they even buy chicken rice mixed with bittergourd, celery and other more disgusting things. farmers who go there want to plant trees after coming out!

HAHA.
for your enjoyment.

MAY FARMERS PLANT TREES!!

junying, love ya(:

2009-02-17T04:31:00.000-08:00

today was a good day.

i only got scolded ONE time today. (:

yay!

went to SCH for rehearsal.

SAW MY AUNT DENISE!!!

(who is same age as me!)

HAHAHAHA

she plays trumpet(:

after us was ACS( i think) band.

dun ask me if its I or B.

no idea and dun care(:

okay.

Your love has given me a hope to be

what i'm meant to be

Lord You help me see.

Your love has taken all my guilt and shame and i'll never be the same!

i'm gonna live for You,

i'll shout an anthem of love.

Your love rescued me

You're all i need

You're everything...

Your love in all i do,

i need You,

You're everything!

seriously thank God for being there always.

gosh, especially when a"stupid bunch of apes" (quote syahirah) are "throwing shit at you"(quote livia).

HAHAHA.

2009-02-14T04:09:00.000-08:00

i love my blog. its dead(:

okay today's cedar fiesta was AMAZING.

honestly.

i can't believe it.

it was practically busy from 9am-3pm,

all the way!

zomg.

let's narrate the whole cedar fiesta experience.

thursday:

super luan, dunno who getting banner, doing fliers whatever nonsense.

worse still, other classes alr half way done and we hadn;t even started.

panicking and ms begam was getting very very sarcastic with us.

started thinking fiesta was a total waste of time and money and effort.

but 4H is a very very amazing class.

jiehui got the banner from someplace(spotlight/people's park)

and rushed back really fast(thanks to her uncle(: )

eunice and scholars painted the banner and finished it.

yale and co. made fliers to give out.

jiehui still had time to go and print the lifesize figure of ms begam.

band ended at 5.30 for us to keep stuff.

wow it was so fun clearing stuff and doing stupid things!

carrying tables and pasting garbage bags over the leaders table. clearing rubbish.

(which were ALOT. accumulating over just one year.)

wow really shuang.

pushed tables around had ALOT of fun.

i enjoyed it. really.

this kind of band bonding rocks.

friday:

stayed over, so had to pack loadsa stuff.

carried a huge paperbag filled with my vday gifts, clothes to change, weird stuff and other weird stuff.

super tired la,

and that bio woman argh-ed me out.(whats her prob man?!)

OKAY ANYWAYYY...

came in, first thing saw the banner.

jaw drops.

really amazed with 4H.

how did they do all that in less than 5 hours??????

*faints* but 4H does things amazingly well last minute.

its like a trait we have. HAHAHA( includes handing homework in to mrs chaiw and mdm lum. HAHAHA)

OKAY MOVING ON.

cut cardboard out for lifesize ms begam( HAHAHAHAHAHA.)

tedious work, but surprisingly (again) managed to finish that in the morning(before flagraising, causing all of us to be late. HA.) and by recess.

very impressed.

by the time i came back from recess, it was done and i had nothing to help.

dots.

and honestly as COO(chief operation officer) i practically didn do anything -_______-

got name, no duty.

pls.

OKAY NEXT.

12.10 pm.

emaths over, english next. but i forgot that it wasn't english, it was fiesta prep time!

but i didn know and i was stoning and wondering why ms begam came in and not mrs menon.

*faints.

till i looked at the clock and realised it was 12.10-________________-

talk about blur.

almost ran out of the classroom to go down to band room, but realised how come celeste and lanxin haven't gone down yet!

chiong to their class( which is less than 5 metres away, which explained how i managed to "chiong" there)

and they were sitting down there shaking legs-_______-

literally.

EVENTUALLY went down, then had to learn how to pump helium balloons.

SUPER COOL LA!

but kinda scary. the guy who taught us how to pump was really nice and pro!

he ties ballons as if they were an extension of his arm la!

*faints.

tried this morning and all i got was weird and disgusting squeaky noises.

then released to come back to help at 3.

went to class stall to check on them.

PRO LA.

really pro at last minute work one leh!

but anyway, all the classes stalls were really nice.

you could really feel the excitement and anticipation in the whole school.

really cool atmosphere.

the lifesize board of ms begam put up, helped arrange the stall etc.

it was fun!

i could feel everything just building up. super fun.

went back to band room to help.

got nothing to do, except stone and wait for the dunk tank to fill.

the dunk tank took 4 hours to fill -________-

so we waited from 2-6pm.

and it was amirah's doomsday!

she was the first one to try getting dunked.

which was AWESOME.

isis got the weirdest most unglam photo of her going down.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

then we went to have dinner at prata shop.

i asked for lontong and the indian guy said okay,

but when elaine asked, there wasn't any-________-

like hellooo? make me happy for a second only ):

haiyo. faints.

so i ate one prata.

and i was hungry later on at night-_____-

went back to shower cos we were feeling so sticky!!!

we split into 3 groups.

livia and i were one team, so we went to first level toilet.

livia's toilet had ultra strong shower hose that it sprayed all the way to the door.

mine had a pathetic shower hose that leaked and did not spray-_________-

the ex4Z ppl came only at 9pm-__________-

so we only started doing work then.

finished up on my vday gifts, while the rest dunno did what eg. playing monkey in the bandroom, dunno some weird action and stick game, etc etc etc. yea you get the idea of how lame they were super funny la.

when they did come, we really got to work

pasted stuff like our lives depended on it.

and we only slept at midnight):

i hate sleeping at midnight.

and we woke at 5am.

zzzz.

saturday( FIESTA DAY!)

stupid phone ran out of batt-_________-

so i had to hog jiehui's phone to sms ppl, eg, gaya, mum and daniel.

luckily i'm very good at memorising numbers and daniel's number was an old one that has become like my subconscious mind or smth.

(lol suddenLy rmb-ed something to do with beatrice and daniel just now regarding numbers. HAHAHAAHHAHA.)

kept waking up at night cos it was freezing cold.

i take back the statement that the hall is hot.

its freezing cold!

the soles of my feet were killing themselves!

woke at 5, cos i needed to pee.

and guess what, the stories deryn and mr khoo were smsing me about kept popping up in my head., eg the 4th level toilet being haunted etc.

then that livia and elaine REFUSED to follow me to the toilet la!(cos they were sleeping. duh.)

setoopeed!

freaked my self out thinking about it.

then i was considering calling mr khoo to ask him to bring me to toilet.

but thought that sounded like a STUPID idea.

so i just control until that LIVIA CHUA and ELAINE WEE decided to FINALLY wake up.

FAINTS.

i controlled for like super long!

zzzzzz!

when they decided that it was time to get up it was 5.45, and ppl were like entering the school as we just woke up.

(wonderful livia!.)

lavaneiya, azel and queenie, amirah and isis were awake years ago la!(in comparison)

and we started pumping balloons and what not.

(wah got alot to blog and the funfair hasn't even started)

carrying many helium balloons at one go is a BAD BAD BAD idea.

celeste and i were like killing ourselves trying to untie all the balloons,

and then cue amirah with an even bigger set of balloons.

I WANTED TO FAINT yknow.

see all those balloons, how to untangle?!!!

okay then we just kept tying balloons and whatnots.

then i carried all my barang barang up to class( 4 LEVELS??!!!!!)

and there was practically no one.

thankfully, joanne was there and she helped me unlock classroom.

if not i think i'll just cry after climbing so much with so many rubbish.

i practically stripped in front of joanne.

cos i had to change form cedar shorts into jeans.

and she saw my disgusting fat thighs and butt.

poor joanne.

i pity her eyes.

HAHAHAAHAHAH.

seriously. i have fat butt and thighs! ):

then ran down again with alot of stuff eg. vday pressies, band stuff etc.

alot of rubbish la wahpiang!

dumped them all at stall and freaked out at everything.

tried to help class stall with their stuff.

once everything was ready, i was starving, cos i hadn't had breakfast, so i shared one with jiehui.

she kinda treated me fried kway teow, cos i didn't have ANY cedar fiesta tix.

actually, i didn't even spend at all( cos i thought i lost my school diary and the tix were inside and guess what, i found my diary after the cedar fiesta. FAINTS.)

spent so much time collecting coupons to dunk mrs lim.

jiehui paid $12 of the cost, cos i couldn't find the rest of the class.

so paiseh!

then went to kaypo at dunking machine, during the opening ceremony.

joy was dunked!

it was cool.

oh yea.

chinghong, lavaneiya and i had to carry the band gong for mrs ouyang to hit.

and i found it hilarious la!

i was carrying sticks with a huge black ball on top la!

and gaya saw me and she laughed -_____-

then it was mrs lim's turn to be dunked!

we couldn't get it on the first 2 tries, but on the 3rd try, we GOT HER DUNKED!

yay!~!

4H was cheering like crazy!~~~

then went to band room stall to see what i could do to help.

while i was sitting there daniel came over to say hi.

dunno how he recognised me.

anyway, he looked exactly the same as how he looked like in p6.

which made me laugh.

and aryana was like, " your boyfriend ah?"

me : WHAT? NO!! YUCK!

started making gagging noises which made aryana laugh alot.

then aryana and amirah wanted to do prmoting, so i tagged along.

they dressed at witches while i went around talling ppl about the booth.

then amirah had to do something and only left aryana and me.

so i took aryana's witch hat with disgusting hair and wore it.

then i put the poster on my band jacket which was wrapped around my waist.

so technically, the poster was at my butt.

which made aryana laugh even more.

faints.

i think daniel and co. saw and i saw them laughing at him.

evil.

then i did sentry duty!

which i love doing!

sentry duty is fun,

and i was supposed to prevent people from running out, or coming in.

i had to tell the people again and again to come back at 10.15am, cos the queue was so long it stretched all the way out of band room la!

so paiseh!!!!!

then i was bored out and livia came and asked me if i wanted to do crowd control!

crowd control is SUPER FUN!

crowd control is the person who guards the door and lets in only max of 16 ppl at one go.

really fun!

get to talk to ppl who wanna freak their own butts out,

and who start screaming even before they enter the haunted dungeon-_______-

*faints.

but of course have to deal with idiots for example those vs guys, who are really despo and irritating and attention-seeking. seriously.

then we did maintenance work and i snapped a total of 2 strings. say i'm strong. yes i know i'm strong!

okay whatever. it wasn't a very good thing la!

had to repair all the things cos when we jump on them= they get scared= they fling and swing arms around= things get ruined.

got it?

we had to fix them.

and we did it quite well.

then i volunteered to be a ghost. and i freaked myself out.

anyway, i had to do the arm swing and grab ppl thing.

ppl found me funny.

zomg! and quote " eh got arm leh. smack it SMACK IT!"

yea i got slapped a gazillion times.

aryana got kicked in the face and livia got pushed off the chair.

*faints. the violent behaviours of human beings.

tskkk.

when i went out, only then did i know that they were using a new system, called the express system, similar to disneyland's fast pass, and only then did i realise i was late for my shift in class.

when i went to class stall,

the stall was empty,

cos WE FINISHED ALL OUR STOCK!

i'm really very proud of 4H so sucessful leh!

yays!

so i had nothing to do.

so decided to find daniel and talk to him.

but guess what, that idiot left without saying bye.

HMPH.

so i had nothing to do.

ended up giving out my vday gifts.

i got one for daniel BUT TOO BAD. NEH NEH!

took it for myself!

got alot haven't give yet leh!

cos i couldn't find everybody.

haiiiissss.

i was really tired by then.

livia was practically sleeping.

saw madeline and got super blur.

i was looking at her and asking myself, that girl looks awfully like madeline, but who is she???

it took me a few seconds to realise she WAS madeline.

she changed so much!!!!!!

much much prettier(:

huijun looks so cute in rj uni la!

HAHAHAHAHAAH

and i owe her farewell gift-___-

if i go rj, then she'll be my senior then i have to give her again. *faints. HAHAHA

okay then we closed sales for haunted house, so got nothing to do lor. sat and stone.

then mrs lim came, saw me and said, " jean jean( thats me btw) take this box, bring to library and come back down."

i went to the library put it down and wanted to come back down, when ms sim saw me and said " hey go sit go sit!"

me: huh? errr. mrs lim asked me to go to library put the box and come back down!!

ms sim: nonsense! go sit go sit!

so thats how i ended up counting money for haunted dungeon.

its hell okay, counting the money!!

its $2560 in $1and $2 coupons pls!

at first there was only me,

but thankfully 2 girls i dunno came to help me, but then they had to do other stuff,

then evangelyn and alicia were around and they offered to help me!

sherilyn, isis and beatrice also helped alot!

thank you so much!

without yall, i'd probably still be down there counting the money la!

yes evangelyn, i owe you a drink whatever!

i stayed in school counting money till 5.30 pm pls!!!!

cos of those sec1s who DUNNO HOW TO COUNT MONEY!

there were 162 $2coupons inside, and they counted 62 only!!!

i mean helloo?

*faints.

got really irksome la!'

but thankfully finished and i managed to go home.

(i can't be staying another night!!!)

yes the school was packed from 9am to 3pm all the way.

very impressed with cedar!

i<3cedar!

junying<3

2009-01-27T01:53:00.000-08:00

yea i'm here to update.

got nth about school to blog. honestly.

school life has been BORING...

(besides eating mentos every second and finishing half a tube in one maths lesson. wonderful. says alot about mdm lum huh.)

okay about cny.

happy niu year!(as my uncle doesn fail to remind us all)

its chu er today!

yesterday went for visiting for 10-11(as in from 10am to 11pm)

piang-eh. (yao si)

super tired.

i'm sick now as a result(hoping to pon school-as my cousin insists thats my motive(: )

okay. went to my yi ma's house( paternal grandma's house) in the morning for breakfast,

before heading off to san lao sim's house( my 3rd grandaunt's place)

unfortunately mr shuai cousin twice removed from acsi guy wasn't there.

they'd played mahjong till 3am the previous night, hence preventing them from visitng(FAINTS.)

he's really quite cute and funny, was planning to dump cedar fiesta tickets on him, unsuccessful (as he wasn't even there-___-)

spent time there hoping he'll wake( obviously didn't)

but then had to leave cos they had other people visiting.

went to my gu ma's(my oldest aunt) house for lunch.

she's CRAZY okay!!

SHE COOKED 9 DISHES JUST FOR MY FAMILY!

NEED ME TO SPELL IT OUT????

N-I-N-E!

we only ate like 1/4 of it(which is AMAZING alr btw.)

felt like a big balloon.(omg.)

planned to stay there till 3 latest.

but watched money not enough 2 till 5pm.

started feeling extremely EXTREMELY tired and felt like fainting.

but got event at my po po's place(maternal grandma),

so couldn't turn down.(unfortunately.)

went to po po's place.

wah tell you ah,

got SO SO SO MANY PEOPLE,

some i didn even know existed.

felt really really tired, limbs no feeling at all.

didn;t eat dinner( cos i was still feeling ultra full since lunch.)

went to second level to play mahjong with cousins,

but no xin qing at all.

all i could picture was my bed and me hugging my darling Jack to sleep.

note: Jack as in Jack from nightmare before christmas, not a real Jack( YOU WISH AH.)

(oh and yea i know Jack is athirah's bf, but not my fault that Jack committed adultery right?)

okay then played treasure hunt with my cousin and aunt( my aunt is younger than my cousin. got it?)

it was damn lame, but quite fun la.

i really couldn't take it anymore.

felt like collapsing.

by the time i decided that i was gna collapse,

my mum said we were going home.

best sentence in a LOOONG time.

not saying that i didn;t enjoy myself there,

it was just that i was extremely tired and sick.

on my way home, lay on my mum's lap to sleep,

(cos i was gna faint)

when we reached home,

my hair was a MESS.

gosh.

but i thought okay ma, cos i was tired.

till i saw mr st andrew mother's friend's son with his family.

wanna faint la!!!

i mean, he is from the tuition class with mr haolian sji guy(rmb him? I DO NOT LIKE HIM! stoopid meter khoo)

my mother is like best friends with his mum.

yun diao(faints)

okay i gtg do somemore visiting.

(YES SOMEMORE. (FAINTS))

HAHAHAHAHA

i love kueh pang cake!!

we have about 145 days to prelims.

vunderful!

i need to PEE!

junying<3

2009-01-12T04:18:00.000-08:00

o's results are out and CEDAR IS PRO.

L1R5 average is 9.0

let me spell it out: nine-point-zero.

ZOMG.ZOMG.ZOMG.

and the school's aim for 08 batch is 10.1.

and they TOTALLY overshot it.

first lesson: amath-mdm lum.

everybody sleeping/bored/dun even understand what she's saying/thinking about something else.

MR YAU POPS HIS HEAD IN ( i mean, he REALLY popped his head in)

and said something, but he said it so excitedly and quickly i didn't catch, but i conclude that it was o's results.

never seen mr yau grin so big before okay.

subsequent lessons see teachers walk past with HUGE GRINS on their faces.

mr goh and mr chia were GRINNING soo HUGELY, jinzaw and i were like freaked out lor.

anyway, 4H'09 chinese o's msg 1.0

EVERYBODY GOT A1!!!

SO WE'RE CELEBRATING TMR!!

GOING SENTOSA!!!

WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

i'm so exhilarated(:

GRINS.

almost all the subj had 80+ % distinction.

emaths had 97%.

GOSH.

ok ok.

byes!

i go watch movie liao with jz!(:

2009-01-03T04:11:00.000-08:00

first day come and gone.

gosh.

teachers and their lectures on

"o levels are coming. do you know when your prelims are? last week of june! I know this sounds new to you but you must work hard for this year. bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla"

lanxin was very amused by the fact that ALL the teachers said " i know this sounds new to you" despite us hearing it like every lesson?

school is really. boring.

arranged with dingyi to study every sat after mr chua!

yay!

gosh today haolian was. DAMN IRRITATING.

even peiyin agreed this time.

but they still haven't let up the joke that i like him.

which is SERIOUSLY a joke cos i DUN!

GOSH.

i got better taste hoh!

MY TABLE PARTNER IS ....(snaredrum roll)

INJINZAW!!!!!!

YAY!
MY TABLE PARTNER cum

NEIGHBOUR cum

CLASSMATE!

whooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

yknow what?

maybe sec4 year IS gonna be great.

MENTOS FRENZY!

I SHALL BUY LIKE 10 TUBES!

WHOO!

can't wait!

meterkhoo! irritating pig!

hurrrummmpphhh.

eng-mrs menon

chinese-unknown (for now. lol)

maths/amath- mdm lum (METERKHOOOOO!HMPHHH.): )

bio-mrs chaiw/ mdm wong(???)(new HOD for science. gosh.)

chem- ms begam. (hmmm.)

physics- mr yau!!!!!!!!! (WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!)

ssgeo- mrs lim

yupp.

sec4 year rolling.

we have lets see.

less than 11 months to o's?

minus that one month for syf.

so 10 months.

divided by half due to school/band/randomstuffs.

we have 5 MONTHS WORTH OF MAN DAYS.

WHICH ALSO EQUALS TO 600DAYS TO OLEVELS.

600DAYS DEARS.

START STUDYING NOW.

i'm doing a subject a week.

a subject a week keeps the B's away.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

tata!~

off to poll for the colour scheme for new school building(which btw, i wun even be using.)

oh and they initiated jogging sessions again.(SIGHHHS)

2008-12-27T05:20:00.000-08:00

i'm bored with life.

yea.

was ultra sianz at AMK hub, where my bro was getting his duel masters cards.

i was BORED.

and after we finally got out,

my family wandered aimlessly.

which made me even more BORED.

and when i suggested dinner,

my dad said, FOOD COURT.

and i was like. WHAT?

bored.bored.bored.

the thing is,

food courts are BORING.

how many times have i gone food court in my life?

like, perhaps a few hundred times?

BORED.BORED.BORED.

eventually, my gradual sianness and boredom and sighs led my family to the soup restaurant(:

yayness!

you get bored of vegetarian yknow.

and my mum was like

"vegetarians are those who've had too much of a good thing early in their lives, and now they want to cut back and live humbly."

she said that!

so sian leh.

school starting soon.

(lol alliteration! hahahahahaha.)

got news of our wonderful(not.) FT.

managed to get out of the fire,

but jumped into the sea.

wondrous.

you know how to swim in horrible water?

let me teach you in the year to come.

that is, if i dun drown.

according to meterkhoo,

out maths teacher's name is I FOR GOT.

yea, its mr I.

HAHAHAHAHA.

whatever.

studied maths.

YES I STUDIED MATHS.

*FAINTS.

revised all the chapters till properties of circles,

so i'm sorta half done with that.

haven't finished homework):

will do at least ABIT after i;m done on the comp.

finish english by tmr!!!

then finish up bio):

then SS!

i must do a whole revision on SS.

the most important subj for me now,

cos i'm sure i can get A1 for amath and emath.

phy and chem most likely too.

now for ENGLISH, SS, and BIO.

A1 A1 A1 A1 A1 A1 A1 A1 A1

i can do this man!

have to come up with a timetable.

yes. and FOLLOW IT.

junying's BORED.

i will live to love You,

i will live to bring You praise,

i will live a child in awe of You...

amidst all the boredom of life,

i'll find passion in You!(:

this week has a been a busy one,

meeting up with family, and friends, not only from cedar, but also peichun de.

miss everyone alot!

can't believe i'm being thrown back into the mundanity of life.

sec4 will be ... ... ... ...

sian la.

first half of year, band will have priority,

second half, studies.

and i'm gonna chiong my heart out for both lor.

WHATEVER the circumstance.

junying's pro de hor.

okay now i know everyone's starting to choke.

HAHAHAA.

28th- edusave+lunch@jz'shse+japanbandconcert!

29th-wow a free day! HOMEWORKKKK!

30th-ms yeo's+HOMEWORKKKK!

31st-msyeo's+ HOMEWORKKK!

life is homework.

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

tata~

ciao~

junying<3

-trying to stay afloat in deep yoghurt-

2008-12-24T20:24:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

bought presents for my buzz grp in church, but forgot to bring it-______-

so im giving next sun, cos this sun i can't come to church.

so sian....):

christmas service was fun(:

bye!

oh yea.

forgot to say this the last time

thanks meter khoo for the cute voodoo doll which acc to him, isn't a voodoo doll but a MINI VOODOO.

whats the difference man?

went out with red biscuit and ELAINE!! AND KEYING!!

HAHAHAA.

laughed the whole lunch(:

so malu sia.

and bought red biscuit something church-y

and he didn't even notice.

my goodness

and he agreed to come to church.

MUAHAHAHAHA.

okays

tata!

HAVE A BLESSED CHRISTMAS!

junying+

2008-12-22T05:12:00.000-08:00

TODAY WAS A GREAT DAY!(:

the oh-so-great day began at 8.41am, where our darling main character, miss lor(: woke up.

8.41am: miss lor wakes up

8.50am: served pizza by her (not as) great brother(: (yea wow right. great bro. seriously)

9am: smses start coming in. receives mr bh's sms that he is free on christmas. replies him.

9.10am: receives his reply. conversation ding-dongs for a while. (ding-dongs as in back and forth)

10am: bh: eh later you free? miss lor: quite, except i have to finish homework. :( and i have something on at 5.(we shall see what miss lor has at 5 later on. STAY TUNED!)

misslor to miss jinzaw: hey wakey wakey!(YES MISS JINZAW WAS STILL SLEEPING!-____-) you wanna go downstairs to study?

miss lor waits and waits and waits for darling miss jinzaw to reply but she doesn till 11. yes, she's THAT lazy. (jus jk!)

11am: mr bh and miss lor conclude their lunch will be at 12.30

11.30am: ms jinzaw FINALLY replies. and asks for miss lor's (not so) great brother's cheesecake as her breakfast( YES, MY BRO MADE CHEESECAKE. AND HE KNOWS HOW TO WORK THE OVEN. AND I DUN. ZOMG)

12noon: miss lor goes to jinzaw's house to study(FINALLY) but ends up watching tv till 12.30=S realises that lunch at 12.30 is IMPOSSIBLE and smses mr bh that sorry lunch will be at 1 instead.

12.30pm: FINALLY starts studying. studies till 12.52pm. realises it is 12.52 ALREADY! rushes and changes. and FINALLY gets out at 1.15

1.30pm: reaches mrt and TRIES TO FIND MR BH. WHO IS NOT THERE. he had said in a call that he'd be "at the ticket office" which if you notice there are TWO TICKET OFFICES. miss lor was at the mrt one, and mr bh was at the bus one. wonderful isn't it.

2pm: FINALLY starts lunch. crazy conversations. miss jinzaw found it EXTREMELY funny, to order a HUGE bowl of porridge and ate less than say 1/3? mr bh's bowl of soup had a fly in it, and despite relentless offers to miss lor to drink it, it ended up in the auntie's dustbin. in conclusion, the only person who finished what she bought was yes, our oh-so-great miss lor. thank you thank you!

2-2.45pm: miss lor finds alot of fun searching thru mr bh's phone, while mr bh takes pleasure in describing the eyeball to miss jinzaw and miss lor.

best conv:

mr bh: thats the FIRST thing you've been right in.

miss lor: oh really? then i thought youwere a guy. you mean i'm wrong?

mr bh: (constipated expression) fine. SECOND thing you're right.

miss lor: then your name leh? you mean i'm wrong that you're name's binghong. oh you mean you're name's HONGBING? (starts laughing) OMG RED BISCUIT! HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA

[i'm calling him that now(: really enjoyable]

thanks mr bh for treating us to drinks! and describing how to dissect the eyeball! and being the lame retard he is! and being a nice guy! (jz said that.(:)

2.45pm: leaves the foodcourt. walks home.

3pm: reach home. starts to finish up bio.

4pm: finished! switch on miss jinzaw's comp. researches on why guys cannot take soyabean(mr bh intro-ed us that topic) interesting conclusion that you can now see on miss lor's private message on msn.

4.37pm: leaves miss jinzaw's house to shower and get out for THE VIETNAME PEEPOS GATHERING!

5.06pm: leaves home. RUNNING LATE!

5.36pm: reaches city hall. looks left looks right. can't find them. ( i was particularly looking out for mr khoo. so i kinda missed the rest): who were standing right there.): )

6pm: end up at ding tai fung. where the xiao long baos aren;t as good as crystal jade! (i hold true to that stand till now)

7-7.30pm: spend ALOT of effort trying to get mr khoo to accept the money we gave him. which he found lotsa wonderful ways to NOT accept. wonderful teacher we have huh.? not.(:

7.30-8.15pm: wonder AIMLESSLY. if i may say so. HAHAHAHAHAHA. miss vina found a way into a bookstore(AGAIN! i just saw her yesterday in popular. wondrous(: ) and we ate logcake outside MPH.

okay the end.

bye bye!

my mum's pissed with me for going out so much.

hmmmm.

sighs.

tmr still got band stuff, FOLLOWED by ms yeo's

sad life i have HUH.

bye!

junying<3

2008-12-18T19:39:00.000-08:00

had band meeting this morning-____-

to which only 3 people turned up -_____-

aryana and brenda were doing sec1 registration,

livia and syahirah were sick,

celeste and lanxin were overseas,

zayanah was dunno where.

so yea, only athirah and i and jemima were present.

amazing meetings man band has.

but we managed to complete alot of stuffs!

we're efficient people!

now i just need to check with ms livia and ms syahirah whether plan is doable then can email mrs lim liao!

later got ms yeo's class.!

i really really really wanna go out with mr binghong, ms elaine, ms keying, mr minghao!

miss them so much man!

but its like whenever i'm free, they're not.--___--

which sucks!!

oh and i know mr bh is angry-____-

mann. so paisehh!!!

oh yea, just ripped som songs from the CD i borrowed from band room.

there's Star of Dreams, syf piece '05, a beautiful song.

really nice,

but nonband people will never appreciate.

HAHAHAHAA.

i know what you're thinking.

i'm not stupid yknow.

tata~!

junying<3

2008-12-18T04:06:00.000-08:00

CHURCH CAMP ROCKEDED!

woah. was baptised in the Holy Spirit!

MY SAVIOUR LIVES!!!

TURBO was such a bonded group!
really enjoyed camp games with them!

but we had mud games, mud dug up courtesy to ms CHEN JIE HUI
who threw water down filled with mud.
GROSSSSSSSSSS.
THANKS JIEHUI. YOU'RE GNA GET KILLED WHEN SCHOOL STARTS.
MUAHAHAHHAA.
hahahha, but i really enjoyed myself.

i think if i say somemore, yall will start saying that i'm holy moley-______-
or giving a testimony on my blog.
lol.

Isa 40:30-31
"but those who hope in the Lord shall renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not be weary, they will walk and not be faint."

ok moving on.

today forgot about ms yeo's class.
so paiseh.
but i was studying chemistry!
i studied 5 CHAPTERS of it yknow.
but i still have alot more of course.
tmr is amaths day tho,
so will study chem another day.
i still wanna revise physics too,
physics ESPECIALLY.
cos we have a test in the first week of school -______-
*faints.
and that it'll be HARD.
arghhhh.
then need to work on bio,
if i really dun wanna drop it.
i pray that mrs chaiw wun be our tcher.
PLEASEE!!!!!
OH AND COMB HUMANNS!
very impt!!!
my L1R5 become so bad because of that subj!
so must pull up alot alot!!
yea, these basically.

got the message that tmr have band meeting with mrs lim):
its the idea that we have meeting so early that makes me sian...
haiiiiiii.....
today i woke up at 11.
must be the lack of sleep in camp.
so you think i can wake up at 7 tmr????
highly doubt it.
have to drag myself off bed tmr man.
sian ah!!!!!

okies.

it sucks yknow, when you finally like a guy after not crushing on anyone for a year now, that yknw he will never like you back. whatever the situation. oh mann.

tata~!
junying<3

2008-12-12T21:58:00.000-08:00

back from japan!

it was a good trip!
i learnt stuff during the exchange in nagoya,
and found out who my true friends were.

thanks so much sree!
we kept each other alive during the trip.
no kidding(:

disney land and disney sea were fun...
but the hyped rides were too hyped up already.
it wasn't quite what we expected or wanted.

journey to the centre of the earth was kinda lame. LOL.
we waited and queued for 30min, only to find out the ride lasted less than 5min.
--_____-- *faints*

it's a small world after all had improved since i came!
still as beautiful, but less run down(:

my favouritest ride was the pirates of the carribean one.
the effects were super good.
they places a hologram there, like there was a wall and we were about to crash into it, but of course we didn...
very enjoyable...
i'm glad i put my foot down on this.
yay!

THANKS JIAXUAN!
really enjoyed talking to her.
HAHAHAHAHAH
found out *something*
HAHAHAHAHA

in the middle of the trip suddenly missed my kor alot-_____-
and i just realised i forgot to wish him happy birthday-_____-
and it was on 6th september-_____-
and i kept having the impression it was in december.
*faints.
stupid zq kor. (:

also missed a certain someone.
HAHAHAHAHHA(:

bought so much stuffs from jap!
including a posh shirt that i liked alot!
jiaxuan and i bought it together(:
hers grey, mine black.
bought loads of nice souvenirs too!
including a huge jack from nightmare before christmas for my bro,
but i ended up hugging it last night.
HAHAHAHAH.
disney has such nice stuff,
but are super expensive.
so sad lor.

wow i'm going jb tmr already.
and i'm halfway done packing.
i feel so unprepared and i dun even know who i'm rooming with.
*faints.

my parents and bro just came back from vietnam-______-
HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH
and they really enjoyed the trip(:
and my dad says he wants to take us there again(:
yay!!!
i love vietnam!

junying<3

2008-12-04T01:19:00.000-08:00

totally pms-ed the whole band prac ytd.
would have been even more had it not been for the prof's class!

argh.

i dun care- i'm gna sleep tonight and NOBODY is gonna wake me up.
clear?
i think i'll kill the person who wakes me up.
hmph.

ytd:

band prac ended at 12,
but huijun and i stayed past 3 keeping and arranging the tuners neatly in a box.
*faints.
and now i have to bring a huge box of tuners to the airport to give to them,
cos i forgot to give them ytd-____-
anyway arranging until very xinku... but had alot of fun.

huijun and my phone both no batt-____-
so we ended up acting like retards, borrowing the phone from a random cedarian.
HAHAHAHAHA.

went home and started packing.
*faints.
i'm carrying like 4 things.
1. instrument(the MOST important)
2. luggage( DUH.)
3. hand carry bag
4. (stupid) reed+ tuner + oil box.

and btw, i realise after masking tape the whole thing,
that i have to take out the oils-_____-
cos it's not in a ziplock bag.
ARGHHHHH!!!!!!!
stupid oils.

today:

went to ____ to get ______
sorry blanks cannot be revealed in case someone reads it!
but anyway...
so ma fan.
have to claim from band fund now -____-
*faints.
hopefully livia allow me to claim.

anyway.
still pissed at some people.
but its more like pissed at myself.
zzz.
'the term "mentally kicking myself" suddenly comes to mind.
HAHAHAHAHAHA. yea mann.

okay tonight flying off!
dunno what i'm gna do for like the 3 h 30min there.
sit and stone.
yay!(NOT)
shall talk to sree!

yay!

junying<3

the problem with me, is that i read to much into things.

(i'm too good a reader. [not])

2008-12-02T05:30:00.000-08:00

Kicking off is the hardest part
Nothing's certain at the start
Letting go, so something can begin
Figure out how to get a life
Leave tomorrow, live tonight
Gotta throw, throw your heart right in
Cause we all fall down
Everybody knows the end
The curtain hits the floor
And everybody knows the end
Don't wanna get there wishing that you'd given more
It's not over, till it's over
So how do we begin?
When everybody knows the end
I need to live with nothing fixed
Don't tell me what's gonna happen next
I'm alright, I like the way this feels
Leave behind all the things I missed
The next stop isn't where you think it is
Cause tonight, I'm riding off the rails
Cause we all fall down
Everybody knows the end
When the curtain hits the floor
Everybody knows the end
Don't wanna get there wishing that you'd given more
It's not over, till it's over
So how do we begin?
Ohh and everybody knows the end
Is where you hope you never say "I could've done it better"
And I'm gonna keep accounts
And throw away what doesn't really matter
And I wanna die (and I wanna die)
On the highest high (on the highest high)
It's not over (it's not over)
Till it's over I wanna stay here forever
Cause we all fall down
Ohh yeah
Everybody knows the end
When the curtain hits the floor
Everybody knows the end
Don't wanna get there wishing that you'd given more
It's not over (it's not over)
Till it's over (till it's over)
So how do we begin?
When everybody knows the end
Yeah, and everybody knows the end
Everybody knows the end

the end by MCFLY!

thanks to jz(: i love jz(NOT) (:

junying<3
2more days to jap!
(and i haven't even started packing. *faints)

2008-12-01T01:39:00.000-08:00

i had a super good point about the mrt thing.

but i forgot it!!!

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

totally screwed up saturday's performance.
i guess i should have checked with livia and syahirah what songs we're playing.
but then, i didn't. and they didn tell me so yea.
i only knew we were playing rock and roll like 5 minutes before the performance--______--
so yea.
i'm quite surprised the band didn't fully break down.
LOL.
like seriously.
we were close to breaking down so yea.

thought that today will kena a shelling. but in the end dun have.
*heng ah*
close to it. ):

PROFESSOR GNOJEK CAME! YAYS YAYS!
i was just thinking about him when mr ong went: oh saxophone, your professor coming!
me: *blur* HUH?
rest of section: *stare at me*
mr ong: the one who came last time!
me: (slow recollection) OH . OH . OH . OH . OH .
i went on oh-ing until madeline was like oh enough anot.
and myrra turned around and raised her eyebrow at me.
*faints*

he was so nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i miss him so much!
he remembered me!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
"you're the bari player aren't you!"
yea mann! whoos!
he went through overture(set piece)
ALTOS CAN PLAY THE LAST PART ALR!!!
i'm super thankful to him!
cos i would never be able to figure out.
yay!

got the instru straps too.
gotta give out on wed.
i can't wait!

yays yays!
leaving for jap in........(drumroll) 3 days!
yay yay!

i haven't started packing tho.
pack tmr la...

ok gotta do mr khoo's stupid maths hw):

byes!
seeya!
gnite!
love ya!
byes!
danny mcfly's the best!
byes!

junying<3

2008-11-28T18:36:00.001-08:00

i just ratted on my brother playing comp for so long to my cousin,
and my bro jus punched me--____--
talk about sister abuse. tskk.

later still have to conduct for the performance at kolam ayer.
SUPER NERVOUS!
in front of all those band members' parents!
die mann.
i hope it rains.
*cross finger*

we have only one more band prac(exc today) before jap trip.
i seriously dun think the band's ready!!!

i haven't started packing bags yet -_____-
zzz.
very lazy to bring anything lehh.
sianz.

doing a response to straits times now,
cos my english tcher says that must try writing a formal letter in truly formal situations instead of in exams.
which is zomg.

-_____-
--___--

seeya,
junying<3
DANNY MCFLY!<3

2008-11-27T04:44:00.000-08:00

FAREWELL'08 SUCCESS!
thanks so much, band!

woah leaders were like super rush her rush there.
most of them missed lunch,
but i made it back just 5 min b4 end time, so i got to eat.
at least a bit!
madeline said i ate like i never eaten for 7 days...
zomg la!
eh i was moving chairs like siao,
i moved the first 44 chairs.
honestly.
1. the chairs are SOOO dirty.
its like covered with a layer of dust plus some leaves/ dead insects.
gross la.
zzz.
2. the chairs stink. like shit.
foulsmelling things. gross. yuckkkk!

hurriedly completed the section present.
but in the end (after giving madeline) i realised didn't get livia chua to write letter-___-
cos she was like so stressed over. dunno what.
but anyway, the present was okay.
on the inside.
on the OUTSIDE.
SOME PPL SEEMED TO THINK THAT DOTS IN MULTI COLOUR WERE NICE.
*faints.
luckily the inside was nice.
*HENG AH.
if not i come with a chopper after yall.
honestly.
candle ALSO VERY NICE!
HAHAHAHA
thanks section!
see, saxophone section is the BEST lor!(:
(besides the polka dotted part)

QM instru present is super funny.
we recycled the reed box to make present-______-
HAHAHAHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAA
when ying ying saw it she was like: WHAT? a reed box??
actually still dunno why i kena instrument.-__-
cos anyway, i seriously didn't like instru in understudy period.
BUT I LIKE IT NOW!(:
i got a sunflower.
HA. HA. HA.
i like sunflowers!
except for the fact that anything alive dies in my hands.
so yea. for the sunflower's own good, dun give it to me. LOL.

saxophone item. was. very. very. last. minute.
sms brenda and jiaxuan to help me think of lyrics,
but kinda suspected they wouldn't,
so this morning while walking to interchange,
came up with the lyrics.
LOL.
cos i know sure wun have time de lor!
taught the section how to do it, and my 3 crazy juniors came up with weird actions that we did even though it was weird-_____-
kinda lame.-____- HAHAHAHA.
and they were like giving spoilers to madeline-___-
that it was very spastic. lol.(which it was)

L is for the way you look at me,
O is for the only one i see
V is very very extraordiary
E is even more than anyone that you adore can
LOVE is more than i can give to you
LOVE is more than just a game for 2
2 in love can make it,
take my heart and pls dun break it,
LOVE WAS MADE FOR ME AND YOU!
memories we'll keep of us together
memories we'll treasure forever
all of us together,
smiling at the camera,
LOVE WAS MADE FOR ME AND YOU!
now it's down to the last stretch,
pls rmb to come back
we will definitely miss you madeline!
LOVE WAS MADE FOR ME AND YOU!<3

LEADERS' ITEM!!!!!!!!
woah we are zai man!
we had the continuation for the skit gillian's batch put up.
SUPER FUNNNNAAYYYYEEE!
yea man, i'm the nerd.
wore brenda's specs,
cos it's really nerdy.
and tucked in my shirt fully+ put my skirt super high.
did center parting too.
it was seriously lame and funnaye..
livia the bimbo brewed coffee in a frying pan+ add paprika etc.
and she wore a PINK jumper suit.-_____- HAHAHAHAHA
zayanah the gay was super funnaye man... zomg. kissing scene.
(PUBLIC DISPLAY OF AFFECTION) HAHAHAHAHA.
brenda the clean freak: GO AWAY! GO AWAY! YOU SO DIRTY!!!
athirah the bachelor: do you have a map? cos i got lost in your eyes.(goosebumps)
lanxin the act cute daddy's girl: my daddy says that sugar is bad for your health, so I USE SWEETS!(HAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAH)
jemima the emo: i need someone to self mutilate with me.( freakayee!)
celeste the complain queen: EEEYURRRR WHY AM I HERE?! that guy's so GAY! that girl's such a clean freak! that nerd's so nerdy! and she's so OHMYGAWD bimbotic!
AND... *DRUMROLL* the host!(syahirah!)
who eventually marries the bachelor instead of the rest.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
GREAT JOB MAN!
thanks for making this farewell a success!

BAND PERFORMANCE+VIDEO!
THANKS LANXIN FOR THE VIDEO!
YOU SPENT ONE WHOLE DAY ON IT!
THANKS SO MUCH! *MUACKS!(hahahahahahah)
band performance was really very very good.
really very very good.
like EXCELLENT!
one moment in time.
WELL DONE BAND!
YALL ADDED ICING ON THE OH SO WONDERFUL CAKE( as mr ong would've put it)

Each day I live
I want to be
A day to give
The best of me
I'm only one
But not alone
My finest day
Is yet unknown
I broke my heart
Fought every gain
To taste the sweet
I face the pain
I rise and fall
Yet through it all
This much remains
I want one moment in time
When I'm more than I thought I could be
When all of my dreams are a heartbeat away
And the answers are all up to me
Give me one moment in time
When I'm racing with destiny
Then in that one moment of time
I will feel I will feel eternity
I've lived to be
The very best
I want it all
No time for less
I've laid the plans
Now lay the chance
Here in my hands
Give me one moment in time
When I'm more than I thought I could be
When all of my dreams are a heartbeat away
And the answers are all up to me
Give me one moment in time
When I'm racing with destiny
Then in that one moment of time
I will feel I will feel eternity
You're a winner for a lifetime
If you seize that one moment in time
Make it shine
Give me one moment in time
When I'm more than I thought I could be
When all of my dreams are a heartbeat away
And the answers are all up to me
Give me one moment in time
When I'm racing with destiny
Then in that one moment of time
I will be
I will be
I will be free
I will be
I will be free

the lyrics are so meaningful and its so encouraging yet sad in a sense.
madeline and huijun have always been there...
i've been a bad junior,
good junior,
they were there to guide me thru my mistakes and failures.
i dunno what to do without them. goshh.
THANKS MADELINE AND HUIJUN!
I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!
(in a nice senior-junior, friend-friend way, in case someone by the name of meter reads this)

i realised that actually i want that to be my farewell song!
cos it really brings a closure.
the first song i sang in choir was one moment in time,
and i fell in love with choir immediately.
i started loving band and i really wanted to play this song when i was sec1.
i didn't get to play it till sec3.
how ironic that the girl that hated and didn't want to come for band now loves band??
it would be a great closure to secondary life la.
but. i've played it for the sec4s!
so next yr cannot be this song liao!
*hint hint* next student conductor.

AHHHH!
THANK YOU ALL WHO MADE THIS FAREWELL A SUCCESS!
ESP.
1. MY WONDERFUL FELLOW LEADERS! you guys rock mann! thanks for never giving up.
2. MY CRAZY JUNIORS! i'm really proud of yall! well done! (must do the same for us next yr ah...*hint hint*)
3. myself(: cos i'm super pro and i was major in FIVE items.(bandperfomance, leaders item, leaders present, section present, section item) yea yea, call me ego, but i'm pro ma. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
4. MADELINE AND HUIJUN! COS WITHOUT THEM THERE WUN EVEN BE A FAREWELL!!! HAHAHAHA
THANK YOU!
OH OH! AND THE AV PEOPLE!
YALL WERE GREAT! THANKS FOR YOUR HELP!

okay FINE DONE OKAYS!
cos some irritating ppl are pestering to finish my blog post
*faints*
HAHAHAHAHAHAH

one more thing!
i was like a hobo at toa payoh hub there.
can go ask meter khoo
i was dead tired.
HAHAHAH

OKAY OKAY OKAY FINISH LIAO!
gnite!

junying<3

2008-11-24T04:13:00.000-08:00

sometimes when i look back i feel very sad.

what happened when i was in sec1 has changed my view of so many things.

i have changed so so much since sec1.

i'm so nice to sec1s,
only cos i'm treating them, how I wanted to be treated in sec1.
though of course i never got it.
and it still haunts me till now.
when i look at the sec1s now, i see myself.
and i don't want them to grow up so fast, like i was forced to.

haii.

my view of leadership is also different from other leaders cos of this.
friends, instead of dictatorship?

sigh.

2008-11-24T04:05:00.000-08:00

random song that minghao intro-ed to me(:

HAHAHA.

band was good today.

but i was really really tired.

very impressed with the band for one moment in time.

and i tried to bounce when i'm conducting

aryana said i shouldn't shift my legs everywhere...

first time combined in the morning really very very sian.

then its like nobody looking at me (like THAT's a surprise)

so i was like yue conduct yue sian.

so i just whatever-ed.

but then, aryana inspired me to conduct well!

so second time, conduct very enthu-ly.

though of course still nobody looked at me.

but it was like self-entertainment!

HAHAHA

entertained myself with conducting. heh heh.

tata,

junying<3

2008-11-22T23:31:00.000-08:00

ok ok ok.
sorry for not blogging for like 2 weeks plus.
i've been so sian...
zzz...

alot of things happen la.
but let's jus blog about major events.

1. junying+dress=disgusting.
HAHA. got new equation liao.
for the cedar musical(friday), ms IN JIN ZAW had a GREAT idea that we should:
WEAR A (f-ing) DRESS to the musical.
IT WAS SUCHH a great idea that i felt SOOO malu in a dress.
somemore she chose a tube dress for me-______-
refer to jinzaw's blog for the wonderful photos.

corryne's reaction: (mouth open) she didn't even know it was me. until we were on the escalator then she turn and stare in disbelief at me. ya. WOW.
yale's reaction: " HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. i cannot imagine ms lor in a dress!" zomg. like I can imagine myself in a dress-____-
jolene's reaction: " watermelon! wo shou bu liao ni!" well, ni ren wei wo shou de liao ni ma?
alee's reaction: "OH WOW JEAN'S IN A DRESS?!! OH MY GOD!"
basically, junying and dresses just dun go together.

the musical was okay i guess.
the band was too loud.
louder than the singers-____-
but i guess, its cos the singers wun powerful enough.

jinzaw and i wanted to eat on the bus.
BUT THEN.....
we were the only 2 on the bus--____--
and the bus driver could see everything we did.
so we didn't ):

those who didn't see me in a dress, congrats.
your eyes didn't die. (:

2. wardrobe change(:
first time wear singlet since like.... sec1???
after the nbc'06 i didn't dare wear tube out.
but... i think i look pretty okay la...
poor section had to see me....

3. section presentsss!!!!! + leaders presents!!!!
very very very good progress.
I'M SO PROUD OF YALL SECTION!!
yay!
sorry can't say anymore.
confidential matters.

4. band was FUN! (like finally after hell)
mr choy conducted and it was really really fun.
set piece is super nice!
i love the syf'09 set piece!
i love the trumpet and snare drum part!
but even so, BARISAX part is the best!
as in, its not boring like other scores( for example merry widow. cos i'm really sian with the song)

5. lunch with meter khoooooooooo!
skipped maths tuition for it-____- HAHHA.
went to manhatten fish market. woah. super nice. but very very big portion.
HAHAHA
we didn finish our portion--_____--
and meter khoo said we were wasting food.
when he himself didn finish. (quote jolene)

went to watch madagascar!!!
AHHH!!! I LOVE IT !!!!
WHOO!
i seriously love that lemur king.
honestly. he's a professional spitter, not a professional whistler.
but it seriously made yale laugh until the whole cinema could hear her. honestly.
-____- but it was really really funny.
the guys in front like never laugh de-____-
only can hear yale down there laughing in her crazy mode. LOL.
hahahhaa. really enjoyed it!(:

6. piano exam.
yay OVER.
i think i totally flunked sight reading.
if i can get 4/10 for that, i think God has blessed me.
it was difficult in like all aspects pls.
1. rhythm. walao so weird pls.
2. 3 flats. when i told my teacher this, she was like: only 3 flats????
3.left hand all chords. atiqah: oh i love chords! well i dun.):
end up when i finished, the examiner didn't even know i finished can.
die liao): HAHAHAHAH

7. last saturday's chua. (not yesterday, last week's)
hilarious.
the girls were like getting ultra high.
cos we were like so close to getting the jackpot can!
we were just short of ONE chemical name
worse still, the anser was FeCl2, but we put FeCl3, and we got wrong.
ARGHHHH.
sighhhhh. we could have gotten it man!
our highness continued, and when we got out of class,
first thing we saw was haolian's brother with his arms folded across and looking very daunting.
zomg. we didn't need to see them togther to know they were bros.
i mean, they SERIOUSLY look alike. LOL.
we laughed like crazy.

took bus home, but cos i slept on the bus, i missed my stop -____-
luckily 153 still goes into toapayoh. so i alighted next stop.
i only woke up thanks to the baby sitting next to me.
annoying can. zzz. but its thanks to it that i woke up. no complaints there.

on my way home, there were 2 cyclists who ran down this guy " by accident"
honestly. they look so pai la. like 17, 18 years old.
poor guy fell and dropped his phone.
he didn't realise so i helped him pick up. (so nice right? HAHAHA)
teenagers these days... tskktskkkkkk.

okay the end(:
see, you didn't miss much!

oh ya ya!
atiqah, cheryl also like marist guys la!
so i dun have bad taste(:
HAHAHAHA
and and and
faith finds trombone guys the hottest!
HAHAHAHAH.
see, i'm not the only one!!!

lol. long time never visit
uh-hum's blog.
i bet sherilyn has been following lor.
HAHAHA

junying<3

2008-11-07T05:01:00.000-08:00

yo!
its officially the hols!
time to really start thinking and planning about sec4 and jc life.
zomg. sad mann.
got some decisions to make, eg. drop bio?
got some planning to do.
not much of a holiday huh???

mr khoo and yale and yale's sis thinks that i like hao lian -.=
that's disgusting!
i think tmr when i see him i'm gna flip.
(pray i dun sit same table, or you're gna have a whole blogpost on my complaints on him)
LOL.

went to vivo for lunch just now.
ate swensen's,
despite telling my bro how lack of variety he is,
and that i wanted to go to the food court -____-
and swensen's costs a huge atomic bomb.
super ex la!
felt so guilty eating there, seeing as there was no special occasion of any sort.

went to try out the examination piano...
mann! i'm really scared for the exams la!
more scared than i am for like chem, phy, amath or emath(bio not mentioned, seeing as i dun really care)
i'm afriad i'll screw one of the songs up,
as the piano's pedal is ultra hard to press and the sound is very bright in nature.
and the song is a sad song -___-
hopefully i wun turn a sad song into a happy one.

checked out the instrumental books.
so unfair lor!
theyhave like 7 books of flute, 3 books of clarinet, 2 books for timpini, 1 for snare drum...
and NONE FOR SAXOPHONE!
whats their problem!!! ):

oh and i forgot to mention a couple of things in the previous post!
another redeeming factor of hsm3 is that in one of the scenes,
the one with casey and ryan together on the piano,
in the background there was a BARISAX!!
YES I KNOW!
COOL RIGHT!
i was like "vina! thats a barisax! i play that!"
zomg!
okay i love hsm3! (only cos of the bari!)

oh and this is the story of esther lee and the toilet(:
no.1: esther goes into level 1 toilet.
sees the queue and runs up to second level.
no.2: esther goes into second level toilet.
sees the queue and runs up to 3rd level.
no.3: esther goes into left side 3rd level toilet.
goes into first empty cubicle, comes out.
goes into SECOND empty cubicle, comes out AGAIN.
goes into THIRD empty cubicle, comes out AGAIN!
no.4: esther goes into RIGHT side 3rd level toilet.
goes into FIRST empty cubicle, comes out AGAIN.
goes into SECOND empty cubicle, and comes out YET AGAIN.
turns to me and tells me.
"i think i'll wait. all the toilets are choked."
WE WERE LATE FOR OLEVEL YOU KNOW!
and she still can INSPECT THE TOILET!
somemore ALL cedar toilets are choked.
you can;t wait for ONE to suddenly UNCHOKE right??????
*faints* i really wanted to throttle her, but i settled for knocking my head against the wall.
esther ah, next time you do that, i HELP YOU FLUSH THE TOILET.(:
the story of esther and toilet(:

heh.heh.
need to start doing hol hw and start revising sec3 work, before i start mugging sec4.
sad man!!!
haiss.

junying<3

2008-11-05T04:52:00.001-08:00

oh and i love DINGYI ALOT ALOT ALOT!!!

cos she say i dun love her....
only mention hao lian.):

HAHAHAH.
happy now??????(:

2008-11-05T04:15:00.000-08:00

yo.

OLEVEL IS FINALLY OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(x1000000)
hahahas.
kinda screwed up some sections, eg. zong he tian kong.
but i think can get A2.
yes i know: WHAT YOU'RE AIMING A2???
my chinese sucks DUH.

ok ENOUGH about exams.
ewwws.

after exams, on injin's invitation( or force)
i ended up watching high school musical 3.
YES, i know, junying hates the show,
junying keeps insulting the series, AND YET SHE WATCHED IT!
yes, i know, junying's a freako and wierdo. well done(:

troy bolton's face was the first thing on the screen.
REALLY WANTED TO VOMIT when i saw his face.
i just told vina b4 the movie started to shut me up if i start insulting the show.
the first thing i said when it started was "EWWWWWWWW. GROSSS.!"
cos it was the disgusting zac effron.
he's really gay you know.
dunno why so many girls like him.
inc. fongwa and in jin.
*faints*

ALOT of the songs were VERY longwinded.
and it got pretty boring some parts.

FONGWA AND INJIN CRIED WHEN THERE WAS NOTHING TO CRY ABOUT!
seriously.
it wasn't even that sad.
chandini and emily were in front of fongwa and injin.
and yes so all 4 of them cried.
vina and i were like: this kind of movie yall also can cry ah????
even in A Walk to Remember i also didn't cry much.
-_____________-
*faints*

one thing (and the only thing) that i'm very proud is that:
i found a nice song from the musical!
eh not bad lehh...
considering that alot of the songs was more of a continuous repeat of the same melody and lacked any emotions.
this is the only pop song i've heard that is in 3 beats.
impressive for a lame show.

okay sorry to all those hsm3 fans.

one exam down, one more to go.

i really need to work on piano man!

hais.

junying<3

2008-11-01T07:21:00.000-07:00

OMG.
I'M EATING H2OMl NOW!!!!!
MY PARENTS BOUGHT A WHOLE WATERMELON FOR ME!!!!!

AND I SERIOUSLY ALMOST SPAT THE JUICE OUT WHEN I SAW YALE'S "SEXY" POSE!!!

JOLENE, U R SO DEAD MAN.

2008-11-01T06:40:00.001-07:00

i have never had my tagbox so flooded for a VERYY long time.
make it since sec1?
yale is the sole reason.HAHAHA.

today's my parents wedding anniversary.
so i was the ultimate dian deng pao pls.
they didn't wanna leave me at home,
so off i go, tagging along,
to our favourite vegetarian restaurant.
i made a HORRIBLE photographer.
then line of work is TOTALLY out for me.
my dad kept telling me how i shouldn't include this shadow and how i should face that angle
-___-
but luckily they weren't that lovey. DOTS.
my dad tried pls!!! -____-
but my mum being the practical person give him the HELLOOO? look.
so ya i'm sane. still. HENG ah!

lol. just re read my previous post.
i am a meanpok! sighs.
sorry meter khoo!!

ok why do i like pok so much?. dunno. -______-

went for chua's class.
considering that i didn't go for last week's class, cos we were at vietnam,
i have caught up very fast(:
i had like last week's lesson in what 5 min?
and i got the answer before all the rest.
i totally rock pls!
HAHHA.

hao lian was there too -____-
he came in 1 hour late, cos he was taking grade 6 theory exam.
i was happy at least for the first hour.
i think he knows nicole and i call him hao lian.
chua asks the hwachong guy smth, but haolian replied!
so chua was like " sji! i ask him why you answer! why you so haolian one?"
the sji turned and gave me that look.
O.M.G. i think he does. totally.

i think. i should privatise my blog.
what if haolian reads my blog?!!!!
that's even worse than TdoubleSM reading!

luckily raymond(pri sch classmate) was there.
so he kept me from exploding from FANNOYANCE.
i think he was stifling a smile too.
HAHA. raymond thien. his maths very good one. i rmb.(sorry random)

heh heh. kena praised 2 times for electicity by Chua really is VERY good for my ego.
can totally feel my head expanding like a balloon.
which is bad.

oh oh oh!
my bro's BFL(big fat loser)
he tells me i need to shut my BFT (big fat trap)
and my dad tells us to ban BAN(big awful names)
sorry, family joke.
HAHAHHA.

chinese exam is in 3 days!!!!
i think i'll stay away from the computer.
seriously.
seriously.
super scared!!!!!!

joleneLEE has updated a video of me being whackeded by yale and vina(ms lim-s)
argh.
no more reputation already la, JOLENE!
thanks alot!!!-______-
can't stand you sometimes.
(yall better keep quiet!)

meter khoo yao qing wo men! (mr khoo wants to treat us!)
wo men fei chang xing fen!(we're all very excited!)
jolene's arranging the thing(cos she's not having olevel chinese.)
but she insists i help her.
but i have another exam! piano practical! on the 13th.
so sorry ppl, we all can only have the free meal after the 13th.
if not i betcha i sure wun do well.
SIGHHHHHS.
sad case mann.

my dad's watching golf now and the spectators are booing at the guy for dunno why.
how interesting. not.

ok ok. i go watch the gross video of me being whackeded.
buhbye!
wish me luck!!!!!

2008-10-29T02:56:00.000-07:00

HI!

today went for band prac.
had a meeting for farewell.
i.totally.rock. for once.
cos for the first time the other leaders actually took my suggestion!~
and now thats the theme for farewell.
shhh. cannot say(: confidential!

oh man.
binghong is such a mean pok.
-_______-

OMG OMG
MY BRO JUST USED "BOMB" OMG.
for shitting. LOL.
totally reminiscence(:

ok cos of msjoleneLEE.
i have to blog about this:(we came up with this together on the bus back(: )

how to choose the guy of your dreams:
(tick if applicable->more ticks if it totally agrees)
category 1: disgusting
category 2: spastic
category 3: extra
category 4: idiot
category 5: bad hair
category 6: not caucasian( this is only for jolene hoh. i'm ok with asian(: )
category 7: brainless
category 8: bad handwriting
category 9: loser
category 10: lame

0 ticks= perfect, cannot find a guy like that (like edward! AHHHHH!)
1-5 ticks=decent can accept la.
6-9ticks= try NOT to take la. beware of such guys!
10-20ticks= totally whacko
20-40ticks= crazy guy. DITCH NOW!!!!!
40-1000000000ticks= dun hesitate! DITCH NOWWWW.
infinity ticks(dunno where to find the sign)= wu ke jiu yao. no hope already.

HAHAHHAHAHA
there WAS a guy who fitted into 9 categories, and scored an infinity for lame.
TSL la. whoever else.
HAHAHAHAH.

ok goodnight!(:

watermelon queen<3

2008-10-28T00:41:00.000-07:00

VIETNAM!

man this trip was fun. mygawd.
one of the best trips i've had with the school.
actually, make it the best.

i've learnt alot of things from this trip
(from how lame meter khoo is, to how poor the villagers are)
and these are what i've learnt:

1. how lucky i am to be a singaporean.
seriously. we have everything, yet we always complain. complain what? we want things we want, yet they want things they need. they are so poor you know, some walk barefoot on the baked ground, and the floor is like so hot that their feet are black and cracking. hais.

2. learnt to be more independant.
i didn't talk to my mum at all for like 5 days? woah. meter khoo said that she wants to throw me away. HA. NO LOR. heh. and i think i have become more independant cos... i managed to organise my whole luggage neatly (rmb sec1 BAND KL TRIP?? omg. TOTALLY MESSY. HAHAHA.) and though i did think of my mum, i didn't cry for her like i did in p5 xiamen trip. (: goodie!(:

3. living with people that i dunno and end up liking them alot(: .
honestly, besides sara yang(the gu niang), i didn;t know anybody very well, even the auntie(and joleneleee)(jolene), yalekey(ya le) and the perfect housewife(and shuai ge)(vina). i was kinda apprehensive that i didn't know anybody, but i am totally wrong about them. haha. i really enjoyed myself laughing at ___ with jolene(rmb balding egg and monk?), getting high on the brain test with deryn, laughing at yale for her sexy pose(NOT. HAHA), snapping fingers with ahping(pinghao), bumping butts with diep and pillowfighting with the perfect housewife.

4. forgiving others.
mann. it took alot of me to send my worse nightmare home yesterday. but i did it. and i feel good.(: i felt like i forgave her despite disliking her so much for the trip, and whatever she did on the trip. (eg. FINISHING ALMOST THE WHOLE CAN OF MY PRINGLES. zzz. WETTING THE ENTIRE TOILET. zzz. ORGANISING A CUP NOODLE PARTY & SLEEPOVER. zzz. etc..) but anyway, its over. managed to avoid her in every way possible. succeeded!(: all's well that ends well(:

5. finding myself(??) and gaining confidence.
i mean, yall know how much i hated 3H at the start of this yr. i felt like i had no friends and i was pretty depressed about life in general. i was kinda DESPERATE for friends, but i must say that i feel sure of myself and happier than i've ever been. for once, i feel like i'm me again. and i've come out of this experience better and happier than i've ever been.

so yes. the 5 important things i've learnt.
excluding things like how lame meter khoo is, knowing that meter khoo reads ppl's blogs (inc. mine. wth.) etc.

whattheheck.
shoot TSL.
shoot TR.
shoot TSSM(T double S M).
shoot meter khoo.
HAHA. sorry, you! you're jus a very nice person to play with!

my mum told me before the trip to "eat ALOOOOT of fruits" can't say i've not.
i've earned the "crown" of watermelon queen, cos for everymeal, excluding 2 meals, i've eaten so much watermelon. and so unglamly. somemore for i think the second dinner, i was laughing so hard and eating so much watermelon that i almost choked. luckily it was only juice and not the seeds, cos you know how i swallow everything down. se-tu-pid jolene la. make me laugh until i cry, zzzzzz.

and i have to say, my canon selphy hasn't been so well used for a LOOOONG time. it kept jamming on its own. so we haven't been using for a long time. but meter khoo, being the computer guy, could use it. maybe its just us who can't use it huh. hopefully when the printer gets back it'll be in a good mood still and work. ( i realise alot of the electrical appliances hate my family, esp the printer. it has moodswings. i call it auntie hp, after its brand(: )

i made my IC this morning!(:
i'm officially a legal adult!(:
HAHAHAHA.

you know what.
we have less than 365 days to our o's.

great.

changing blogskin!
mcfly!

junying<3

2008-10-19T05:03:00.000-07:00

WHOAHOAAA!

heh heh. the past few days (exc fri. cos there was school) were super eventful.

let's start from ytd!(:
mr chua's class.(:
i had to end up sitting with the "smartest" guys in the class, as there weren't any seats at my usual table, cos there was a new girl.
so i alr found the sji guy hao lian even before today.
but today i found out that he's not hao lian. he's ULTRA haolian.
no. 1: blaming his lousy results on his teacher -____- pls la if you're lousy just ADMIT IT.!

(luckily nicole joined me after this. phew. if not i just cannot take his selfabsorbedness)

no. 2: mr chua said no discussion, the RV guy wanted to ask him what word it was.
sji said: "no discussion la, if not mr chua chop my head off" (like ppl really wanna discuss with you somemore -____- )
the RV guy was like "hmph. i just wanna ask you a word!"
sji: cannot la! later mr chua chop off my head!
what la cannot help your friend is it! after that whenever RV guy asks him a question, he will go "shhh!" which made nicole and i roll our eyes. the RV guy was obviously very irritated. HAHA. then nicole wrote something on her phone and showed me: "DAMN F-ING IRRITATING." HAHA. i couldn't stop sniggering after that. then we started giggling throughout the entire lesson. which i think the RV guy was laughing along with us at him. poor RV guy. has to sit with an ultra "funny" guy. HAHAHA.

no.3: cos our table finished first, so we had to discuss a question. HAHA. wah he was like ultra gleeful got opportunity to show off man. so he started discussing with RV guy(poor guy.) and discussing REALLY loudly. showoff. cos i couldn't hear what nicole was saying and i was abit sick of him by then, i went : SHH! really loudly. to ask him to shut up. btw, by that time i was already very high, cos nicole and i were giggling at everything he did. anyway, he didn't realise i was shh-ing at him, and continued talking. the RV guy already heard and he was stifling a smile. LOL. so i SHHHH-ed alot louder this time and in his face somemore, and he still didn't realise! SERIOUSLY! i could bet that the whole class heard me la. HAHAHAHA. the RV guy had to whack him before he realised. ZOMG. i mean talk about fast thinking. nicole and i burst into desperate laughter. seriously. and he turned red. LOL.

no. 4: so ok FINE. nicole and i got the first question correct, and he got the second one, the tougher one(hmph) correct. and mr chua said : YES. correct! and you could literally see his head swell like a balloon ok, my goodness. we were seriously super high by that time, laughing at him.

he is really pretty stuckup, but i dun think he himself really realises it. at least he's not as bad as other guys i know. like ____, and ____. so ya. HAHAH. RV guy is pretty nice. haha. i used to think he was stuck up too. but he's not. not really as in.

after chua, we took alee to night safari!
it was the halloween season and mind you, there were a few scary moments.
considering that i've never screamed before, regardless whether on roller coaster or kena freaked out, last night i screamed ALOT. cos it was REALLY freaky.
there was this forest giants trail. the sign says: FOREST GIANTS TRAIL. BEWARE OF THE UNKNOWN AND ENTER ONLY IF YOU DARE.
man. we thought it would be lame. but it so ISN'T.
there were like ppl dressed up as weirdos and ghosts. and they stood so still in the forest that when you walked past them, they would jump out at you, and you seriously JUMPED and SCREAMED.
there was also a zombie jumping on the suspension birdge, blocking the way so no one could pass without getting freaked out. ughhh. shudders. alee wanted to tap him on his shoulders when he was scaring someone on the other side, but before she could, she chickened out, cos he turned around and freaked us out instead.
this is really the first time i've screamed in my memory. seriously.
and i was ULTRA freaked out.
my bro was so traumatised that he refused to be the first one in line even after we left the place. HAHAHA.
that was ALOT of freaky fun. HAHA.

now to my birthday.
birthday was super fun.
we played bridge and mahjong(:while aimee and alee watched along cos they didn know how to play.
then philllippa and elisha came and i ordered pizza.
now THIS is where the "fun" starts.
the 3 african girls wanted margareta, and we didn know what that was.
me: erm do you have margarata?
lady from pizza hut: yes. so 1 regular?
me: yup... its margarata right? (i was surprised they had cos i've never heard of it)
lady: margerata?? WHATS MARGERATA?
hello lady. you;re the one who said HAVE hoh. NOT ME.
she was really rude. really really. zzz.
then she said one hour later it would arrive.
tick tock tick tock tick tock.
one hour.... one hour ten minutes.
me: (call pizza hut)
they said they didn't register my order!
I MEAN SERIOUSLY! EVEN IF YOU'RE SO RUDE ALSO DUNNIT TO DO THIS RIGHT! ZZZZZZZZZ!
anwyay, we ended up going to pizza hut toa payoh and we kicked up a big fuss.
the manager was also very rude.
dun like her -___-
but anyway, i think there was this guy waiter that was really nice to us despite us making such a mess. he was the only decent person, in my opinion.(: good guy.

thanks to everybody who gave me my bdae presents(:
thanks so much!
my greatest gift was to have yall as friends!(:

haha, the next time i'll be posting is after vietnam trip. zzz!
hahah!

jiayou to all my sec4s for o's!(:

man. we're the seniors now.

junying<3

2008-10-13T05:22:00.001-07:00

just a few more(:

2008-10-13T05:17:00.001-07:00

mcfly's videos are so CUTE!

2008-10-13T04:20:00.000-07:00

yo yo.
can't believe so fast a week has gone by.
you wun believe how many tourist places i've been to while taking alee around.

hahha.
got back all the results.
english-A2(wth 1.3 marks to A1)
chinese-C5(haisss. as long as i can do higher chinese next yur can liao. I HOPE.)
physics- A1( whoo!)
chemistry- A1 (whoo!)
biology- C6( worst subject. i thought NOTHING to could turn worse then chinese. guess i'm wrong)
amath- A1
emath- A1
ssgeo- B4 (wth! i was hoping fro A2. Please?)
L1R5- 10 pts. WTH. WTH. WHY CAN'T I GET 8???
AM I GONNA BE STUCK AT 10 FOREVER?
I CAN'T EVEN GET TO VJ PLEASE!
WTH. WTH.
I AM SOOOOO GNA GET MY 6PTS CAN.
I'M GNA GET INTO RJ LOR.
HMPHHHH.

OK.anyway.
my birthday is in....... 3 DAYS TIME!
HAHAHAHA!
i can't believe it.
15 years old!
its so like... weird.
haha. like woah. i'm 15, i'm gna get my i/c.
weird.
anyway, on that day i'll have a feature of my life. HAHAHAHA.

oh ya, btw, friday was whacko.
in the morning, my mum said,"if there's a slot for the vietnam trip you have to go ah, have to go!" i thought it was impossible to have a slot so last minute, but how would i know that mr khoo(the retard. HAHA) came in and told us about the 2 slots, and asked us if we wanted to go.
so ya, i raised my hand, and arrangements are made, and YES, I'M GOING VIETNAM.
so hard to believe.
its like i'm turning 15, and the next week, i go for a cip trip which kinda "forces" me to grow up.
interesting.

oh and the FUNNIEST thing is that i'm getting promoted to sec4 ON my birthday.
like i turn 16 when i'm turning 15. LOL.

oh and joanne and jolene( or jolene 1 and jolene 2, as alee calls them HAHA.)
are planning to crash my house, or jinzaw's house ON my birthday,
like a celebration cum gathering thing. LOL.
so yes. interesting party(:

binghong is the first person to get me reading a manga. like my gawd.
no rewards tho(:
so yea, i'm reading an ultra lame comic called ichigo, which is all about this idiot of a guy who likes girls with strawberry panties.
i mean wth! who in real life even wears that kind. GROSS pok lor.
its really retarded lol.

walao almost kena scolded by ms sia in band today man.
phew. luckily nth happened,
but she was being REALLY mean. like really really!
but luckily we missed alot of it, as we had tutoring with jiebao(the pig. HAHA. she's not that bad now)
we spent abnout 2 hrs on onyl the first page. boring!!!
but i was pleased that my tone(excluding high D) was nice.
esp on G, A, and B.
heh heh pretty happy.

ya. ok. now for.... MCFLYYYY!

HAHAH. those are guys.(:

BYE!
junying<3

2008-10-10T05:47:00.000-07:00

love abba NOW!

junying<3

2008-10-04T06:43:00.000-07:00

MCFLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

south african girl coming tmr...(:

junying<3

2008-09-30T08:16:00.000-07:00

i never meant the things i said to make you cry can i say i'm sorry
its hard to forget and yes i regret,
all these mistakes.

-mcfly.

to: you know who.

i'm a coward.
i have made many ppl cry.
i'm sorry.
very sorry.

can we talk again, best friend?

2008-09-30T06:30:00.000-07:00

EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok super outdated news already cos it was over about 10 hours ago.

brief news about past 3 weeks, starting from today:

walked to potong pasir with adelyn, felicia and sree(:
super funny, cos i have never walked there from school before(:
we started discussing all our plans for the one week break HAHAHA.
lol hols are fun.

took mrt to kovan, but we had to leave adelyn, cos she was going shopping with her mum.
we actually wanted to go bowling
(actually they wanted. i was whining away)
but we changed our minds and went plaza sing after letting me eat my lunch at kfc(:
sree was "smuggling" her vegetarian food, while skinny felicia loo was eating an apple -_____-
and she still tells me she eats like a pig -_________-

plaza sing was fun!
we went to watch wall.e,
but we almost got killed by sree's mum cos of our rash mistake,
and sree was like killing herself for making this rash mistake.
sometimes being stuck in between feli's sui bian -ness and sree's panickyness makes me wanna average them out.
but can't right.
so i was there trying to calm sree down, while at the same time laughing with feli. seriously!
i felt like a MUM. zzzzz.

watched wall.e with baolin, lynn and another girl from 3A.
so i was the only non-3A person(woahh.)
but i enjoyed myself still.

smsed huijun for the first half of the movie cos i forgot to bring the prelim papers i was supposed to pass to her in school.
so i was down there apologetic, while wall.e was clearing rubbish -________-
hahahahha.
in the end arranged to meet up after the movie,
which meant i had to go home first, take the papers, and go back to toa payoh.
very good.
and i agreed -_______-(paiseh ma!)

went home with baolin, on the same train.
walked back normally fast...... untillll....
received call that she was waiting for me.

CHIONG AH!
went to the intercom to ask the maid to open the gates for me
(i TOLD my parents i wanted a card PLEASE!)
nobody.responded.
zzzzz.
heard from my mum that my dad and bro were at swimming pool.
ran to the swimming pool,
and found my dad meditating -_________________-
got the keys and ran back upstairs.
ran out again in school u!
i should have changed into running gear pls,
since i wanted to work out anyway.
but forget it.

ran out, made a fool of myself in front of those indo guys who live above me
(annoying pls. everynight dunno what they doing. knock on the floor, knock on the ceiling. zzz!)
then ran to hdb hub basement foodcourt.
so annoyinggg!!!!
i literally made it there in 5 min,
twice my usual speed PLS!
made it there red faced and sweaty):
and somemore in my small cedar blouse and long cedar skirt):
so unglam ):

finally found huijun. i almost collapsed.
and her friends asked me to help them take photo-____-
with them wearing sunglasses.
and i was like !!!!!!
me: wah yall still have time to ...
huijun: ya still have time to slack and buy sunglasses. HAHAHA.
!!!!!
walaooooehh.

went back dragging my feet, cos i was super poofed out over the running then.
got home just in time to find my dad and bro ready to go out.
they were nice and waited for me while i showered before we headed to PIZZA HUT!
whoohoo.

had to walk out tho.
so i walked the same 10-minute path 5 times in less than 2 hours.
congrats junying.

i decided to not go to exercise after the "marathon".
thats why i'm here. lol.

anyway. thats today.

talk about my "entertainment service", mr khoo.
seriously. he's my cure of boredom.
(woah. sounds like some romance sonata, but its not. i mean it in a nice good friend way)

after physics:mrkhoo&mdm teo:
act1, scene1:
mdm teo: *looks at the floor intentlywith the blur look, then looks at the ceiling astonished. repeats the act a few times, before turning to mr khoo with the OMG look and pointing at the ceiling*
mr khoo: *natural blur look, which is his normal look, smiles his "what" look at mdm teo, before laughing his "hahahaha this is so funny must be you" look.(idiot. seriously)*
both: *both start laughing and pointing their fingers at the ceiling*-________________________-
seriosuly.
super distracting to the students can.
but anyway since physics was an ultra fun paper, we didn mind giving that 5 minutes to see their retarded acts.

act1, scene2:
mr tan: (asks mr khoo to pass the paper to mdm teo)
mr khoo: (walks to the middle of the hall, where mdm teo is) *reaches out the paper like a king giving something to a knight*
mdm teo: *bows deeply like a knight receiving something from a king*
mr khoo: *walks back to the stage with a swagger in his step. after reaching, bows like a prince*
mdm teo: *still at same place. curtseys like a princess*
me: *drops jaws and looks super SHOCKED*
idiots. idiots. idiots. seriouslty!!!!!!!!!!
but very funny as well. enjoyed myself.

now for the play of mr khoo. its a soliloquy!
act2, scene 1: english paper:
teachers: (all collecting papers, serious environment)
mr khoo: *walk walk walk, enjoying himself obviously. suddenly, he kicks a students table and then jumps around on one foot.(IDIOT.)*
ms poon: *laughs at him*

idiotpok.idiotpok. super lamepok.
enjoyable to watch.
i started sniggering.
zzzzz....

act 2, scene2:today, amath:
me: (pausing at question 7. wondering why the hell i got it wrong)
mr khoo:(happen to walk along)
me: (stare at him, as he walks past)
mr khoo: (stares back)
wth! whats his problem! cannot look isit!
zzz. HAHAHAHAHA.
i love him in a nice teacher-student way. LOL.
SOUNDS GROSS.
CHANGE!
I LIKE HIS TEACHING STYLE AND LAMEPOKNESS.

HAHAHAHAH.

ok ok. i shall rank the worst papers to best papers.
social studies
geography
biology
chinese
english
chemistry
emath
amath
PHYSICS!

HOPEFULLY i can get 4A1s on relevant subj, esp for english, emath and amath.
sigh.
8th october is JUDGEMENT DAY!
see whether we die or live.
sighh.

for now tho, i'm enjoying myself.

planning to exercise everyday: run atleast 1.6 km everyday & do 40 situps everyday(more the merrier)
planning to practice barisax everyday: i must maintain my standard! ahh!
practice piano everyday: exam is in november PLEASE!
arrange my clothes: i'm so fat i can't fit into so many things ):
arrange my room: its like a pigsty.
go shopping for beading materials and beads: with adelyn and co.!
go shopping for bags: in bugis with jinzaw!!

heh. EXAMS ARE O-V-E-R!

HAPPY CHILDRENS DAY!
HAPPY HARI RAYA!

HAPPY EXAMS OVER!

whoo!

junying<3
SA girl is COMING!

2008-09-03T20:24:00.000-07:00

honestly i'm pretty shocked with myself sometimes.

1. i finished eclipse in one morning after saying twlight was draggy when i first started reading the series. and i finished breaking dawn in one day, and i'm reading it again against my better judgement, even though i have 5 other books to read. yes. well done junying. BUT I LOVE EDWARD! whoo! ok fine i'm just one of the millions of girls out there fantasizing over a guy that doesn't exist -______- and is a vampire -_______________________- ya fine. i admit.

2. i'm going WAAAAAAYYYYY high making huijun's present. after ______(cannot write out lest huijun see), i started jumping about even where there was no one at home. hahahahahahaha. this is the BEST birthday present i've EVER given anyone! whoo!

3. i sat non-stop for 1 and a half hours doing chinese work. so proud of myself. now i need to be more proud of myself by finishing all my hw. yet i'm here blogging -__- tskk.

4. i keep thinking of the bio fair and how shocked i am with all the hwa chong posters. and even though many of the hwa chong guys were suuuuper hao lian about it, there was one guy from the JC section that was really gentlemanly. woah. really impressed. he actually offered to let us see the exhibits even when there were more important guests at their booth. as in he didn't forget the rest of the students who were also there. i was SUPER impressed. hmm. (dedicated to the daniel of the hwachong. HAHAHAHA)

5. teacher's day was BORRRRIIIINNNGGGG. even more so, cos amritha and i were separated from our class. thats why i was super pissed with *some people* from *some class* who just don't know the word "compromise" and who think that everybody has to move the world for them. and i can't believe my "friends" were among them. HMPPHHHHH.

6. HAHAHAH band cip was cancelled. heh heh so yes, junying (luckily) din't have a chance to embarrass the band. thats a good thing of course. lucky you, lucky me. if not the public will think that cedar band suck.

7. ALEX DARE FROM SOUTH AFRICA IS COMING! yea man! i know i really shouldn't be so high before exams, but i really can't wait for exams to be over so i can play hostess! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. (she's a girl btw. lest some ppl misinterpret alex -_-)

8. oh ya. exams. i forgot about them momentarily. so exams are round the very tight corner. IN TWO WEEKS TIME. zzz. english at least. surprisingly, i'm planning to write argumentative essay, cos i realised that its REALLY fun to write argumentative. unfortunately, my tuition teacher keeps giving me descriptive. and i hate descriptive. zzz! chinese on the next day. a very touchy subject. i hope i get a B, for ONCE in my secondary school life. PLEASE?????

9. oh and i found out my mum has a HOLY BIBLE in her room. and she only allows me to go to church once a month. very good right? and the bible is USED THOROUGHLY. which means she has been to church before WITH A BIBLE WHICH SHE USED! i mean if SHE could go to church when she was young, surely i can too right? zzz! OH WTH.

hahahaha thats all folks!
hols are great!
time to start studying!
i love mcfly!
fine, i'm randoming,
junying<3

2008-08-27T02:35:00.000-07:00

yes, this is an overdue blogpost.

the weeks following my last blogpost has been rocky,
and not wanting to put explicitives into my blogpost,
i've waited till now to post my feelings from a more objective level.

national day was a disaster, leading to a thrashing session on the following wed among the leaders.
it was BAD.
but wth.
i grew my irritable after that, whether bcos of pms or not i dunno:S,
and very emo.

the next wed, i spent the whole band prac in the school garden, a place where i never knew existed,
but it offered me a place of peace, and i was much calmer.
i'm setting a very bad example but i spent the whole day strolling around the school until i met the percussionists.
before that, i was still redeyed and teary so i went to talk to debbie. and she offered me encouragement which honestly i've never received from anyone at such a time of need.
then her double bass tutor came and i strolled until i met the percussionists.
and you know perc has 3 leaders, so i couldn't possibly go on strolling. and i couldn't have anyway, cos they told me ms sia and mr ong was here.
so i ran back.
that band prac was great!
cos ms sia did the woodwinds, and i played DAMN well whooohooo!'
so i felt motivated.
emo-ed the rest of the band prac.

i skipped band on thursday as i vomited in school(most likely due to the moodswinging i was going thru)
and yes i went home studied chem and played a game with my family.
super fun and i won!
they really stand by me yea man!

anyway, this whole week's been hell and is going to be.

tmr and on friday, we have a stupid bio competition and guess what, we have to present AND have a Q and A session with professors.
MY GIDDY GOODNESS!
i feel so unprepared, what with all the nonsensical stuff we've been doing.
we haven't even doen our slides yet -_________-
die liao

and somemore i need tmr's band prac to prepare for the CIP performance on saturday.
BUT...... i have the competition.
so ya. wth.
the competition is COMPULSORY somemore.
friday also, which means i have to rearrange my last piano class with the new teacher. so PAISEH can.
zzz!!!!

stupid bio project. shouldn't have joined in the first place.
hopefully azel and i can pull it off this saturday.

ZOMG!!!!!!!

HAIII.

ok anyway, i've started to feel HAPPY in 3H.
to think that i used to love band and hate my class,
now i like band and like my class!
whoohoo!
so now its equal.

life's been great at the back of the class.
esther, jinzaw and phuong are great entertainers!:D
jinzaw: what's that red thing on mr khoo's neck? is it a love bite?
esther: love bite? huh? wei jinzaw its a rash la!
me: (listening all the while) *turns to jinzaw and raises eyebrow* jin zaw!!
jinzaw: what! it looks like love bite what!
esther: its a rash la!
phuong: tsk tsk tsk yall ah!
zomg love the back of class.
today we were discussing twilight series, and as usual, i was hounding esther lee for eclipse.
eh she's been ba zhan-ing the book for so long lor!!!
but anyway, we were discussing edward. ZOMG shuai ge!
ahh!

oh and another incident involving the back of the class.
jinzaw: you know guys they are the same throughout...
me: ya ya! they are always hungry for girls!
jinzaw: ya ya! my brothers, they eat alot of food lor...
me: *blink blink blink* HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
phuong: *look at me look at jinzaw* what wrong with you!
everybody started laughing at me but they didn't know what i was laughing at.
after i explained to them, everyone laughed like siao.

i love the back of class!

btw, a south african girl is gna come stay with me for 3 weeks!
whoohooo!
i'm so looking forward to it!

oh and surprisingly i'm close to my juniors now. hmm.
oh and i played alto sax today! HHAHAAH!

yea man
gtg now!
buhbye!
junying<3

2008-08-04T06:36:00.001-07:00

conclusion after reading victoria and maris stella blogs.

maris stella's DEFINITELY more interesting.
HAHAHA.

i'm not a stalker la. dammit.

2008-08-04T06:07:00.001-07:00

and zomg.
i just found out that my primary school friend is in vsco exco OR even top position.
ZOMGGGGGG!

sorry. randoming.

2008-08-04T05:32:00.000-07:00

i have to blog this like TODAY
(tho my mum obviously doesn know what i'm doing)

firstly, CHINESE RESULTS!
rmb the killer test week i had a chinese test?
YES I GOT TOP IN CLASS.
Z.O.M.G.
i'm still suffering from sever shock syndrome.
before the teacher gave out the papers i was still telling sherilyn how i have DEFINITELY flunked the paper.
then sherilyn and i got super high talking about our chinese tuition classes =S

[talk about secondly later.]

gosh i just did a check on victoria school (cos i'm looking for some info. or so i say)
and i happily did a search on vs on blogsearch.
and i ended up at a vsco's blog again.
it seems to have become a habit to end up at a co member's blog without knowing it -___-

and now i appear to have "accidentally" visited mssb. LOL.
i was thinking of sherilyn, naturally, when i went to their site.[or not. =D]

well.
i think i'm screwed for ndp.
honestly, i DO NOT perform well under pressure.
and even worse under no pressure.
but wth,
ms sia is coming on WEDNESDAY.
AND ITS FULL DRESS.
AND I'M SUPPOSED TO CONDUCT.

ahh. screwed.
ms sia will do every single piece, and i know she'll tell me i have an uneven tempo[which i alr know]
and she'll tell me my national anthem sounds REALLY unpatriotic.
OH MANN.
SCREWED.

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
i'll go find huijun on thursday to get encouragement for friday.
that is, if i haven't been kicked out of my post.

really, the demon part of me is thinking i'd rather be dm/bm then sc.
but yet the angel part wants.
dammit.
and i'm straddling between 2 fences.
not like there's any choice anymore.

better go....
do something constructive like search for mcfly...
HAHA.

ok bye!
junying<3
-screwed.
-getting back emaths and chem papers.
-gna die.

2008-08-01T04:52:00.000-07:00

omg. i LOOOVEEE this video.

i spent the whole time from 6.30-7.30 watching discovery channel JUSTTT to watch that video

muahahahaaas.

oh ya. i just did the blogthing on angeline's blog.

and zomg like 80% was true la!!! *drops jaws*

i just did another one and it was 50% true.

can you believe it?

ok they're getting better and better at fooling us.

FINE.

and my brother is getting REALLY irritated with me. HAHA.

(who ask him to have a sister??? =D)

ANYWAY.

today we had ndp reheasral.

and trust me.

it was HORRID.

at least the first time was.

i was like so embarrassed.

cos i need to warmup.

like you know...

hear the band practise my strokes.

so obviously the 2nd time was MUCH MUCH MUCH better.

i only made mistakes twice.

and that was the up-up-234-up-up.

( i still dunno WHY on earth they have to do this)

[i mean they can do it in space right? HAHAHAH]

i was...prettyy... proud of myself.

though some of you may not agree -___-

oh and i was DAMN pissed with the teachers at one point.

zzz. reasons being:

1. the band CANNOT see me [podium solved that]

2. the band looks so squashed and hence i have to stand in the sun [walao can get sunburnt de hoh. i'm wearing sunblock on that day btw=D]

3. they gave me the wrong commands. i was like super lost when i couldn't find where zhao ming was. then i didn know when to cue them in. then i borrowed zhaoming's copy (THANKS A MIL!) and copied all the changes in commands. i was like WHERE GOT RUSUK SENJATA? and there she was commanding -___- i think i'm damn hard to please. sorry!

4. cannot hear the commands. walao. upstairs they were playing some weird song and down here zhaoming was commanding. AND i couldn't hear wth was going on -________- i was really pissed for a few seconds.

5. mrs choo and mr khoo wants the band squashed. but the whole band wants them like that. and ITS GREAT now that the whole band proves that irri*ating lady that IT WON'T WORK. so ya(: we're moving oh yea!

on a MUCH MUCH lighter note,

this morning marked the best day sitting at the back.

1. we were eating in class(as usual)

2. we were talking about mcfly(more like jin zaw)

3. we were talking about mr khoo.